I just deleted that womans snapchat and number from my phone. I had been contemplating doing this for a while but I didn't want to because I hoped i would get back with her.
I did some reading on the internet and ultimately decided in order for me personally to get over her i need to erase her completely from my mind.
Having her number and snapchat made me constantly think (evne though i pretended i didnt want to) get back with her in the future.
Now I have no way of contacting her anymore. she's gone from my life unless she calls or texts me.
I feel numb. Normally i would be upset as fuck, but i feel numb. I don't know if it's because of the other shit going on in my life including prison i feel numb now, or DMSI.
But i think it was the right decision to delete her, she didn't appreciate me fully and I think it would have caused more headaches then good to go on another date with her.
She isn't the affectionate, loving type. she's SUPER detached, alloof and has allot of intimacy issues and father issues.
I can only learn from my mistakes and in the future I will not allow my emotions to get the best of me and ruin a relationship.
I am the one at fault, not her. If she contacts me I will talk to her again, but unless thats the case it's offically over.
she had been checking all my snap storys and it bothered me because it made me feel more so that i have a chance of getting back with her.
I did some reading on the internet and ultimately decided in order for me personally to get over her i need to erase her completely from my mind.
Having her number and snapchat made me constantly think (evne though i pretended i didnt want to) get back with her in the future.
Now I have no way of contacting her anymore. she's gone from my life unless she calls or texts me.
I feel numb. Normally i would be upset as fuck, but i feel numb. I don't know if it's because of the other shit going on in my life including prison i feel numb now, or DMSI.
But i think it was the right decision to delete her, she didn't appreciate me fully and I think it would have caused more headaches then good to go on another date with her.
She isn't the affectionate, loving type. she's SUPER detached, alloof and has allot of intimacy issues and father issues.
I can only learn from my mistakes and in the future I will not allow my emotions to get the best of me and ruin a relationship.
I am the one at fault, not her. If she contacts me I will talk to her again, but unless thats the case it's offically over.
she had been checking all my snap storys and it bothered me because it made me feel more so that i have a chance of getting back with her.
