I was about 10 seconds from being sentenced in my trial & the judge post poned it another 5 days. I ended up going to sushi then banging an escort at a massage place after. The escort asked me to be her pimp and gave me her number. I also got a bj without a condom on from her for free (and they aren't supposed to do that) and I had no sensitivity. 3 years ago I came instantly when I had a bare bj. This was the first bare bj i had since that day. It's insane how much I've learned to control my body. I wonder how much of it is subliminals and how much of it is is my practising of control. I could control orgasm completely now.
I noticed i'm WAY more comftorable around these woman now. then many months ago when I banged escorts. Its the self esteem program or TID for sure. nothing else explains why im so fucking confident around them now. edit (also the anxiety releasing I did it feels like that released 90 percent of my anxiety that also made a huge difference)
im stoked to see where dmsi takes me now.
I noticed i'm WAY more comftorable around these woman now. then many months ago when I banged escorts. Its the self esteem program or TID for sure. nothing else explains why im so fucking confident around them now. edit (also the anxiety releasing I did it feels like that released 90 percent of my anxiety that also made a huge difference)
im stoked to see where dmsi takes me now.
