03-13-2018, 06:47 PM
Thanks Shannon I will be more vigilant of this now.
Anyway day 4 was pretty non-eventful. Extremely boring day at work, had what I believed to be a lesbian couple in and the one who 'wore the pants' was trying to be masculine and it was so repulsive, honestly felt like telling her to fuck off but that would be way off hand lol.
After I listened to the sub at 6:30 I was having alot of sexual thought about a girl, I felt the urge to masturbate and I tried not to but I was so amped and sleep deprived that I masturbated anyway. Does this mean that I am fighting the program or stonewalling because I have read from many other threads that people have gone several weeks without masturbating???
Anyway day 4 was pretty non-eventful. Extremely boring day at work, had what I believed to be a lesbian couple in and the one who 'wore the pants' was trying to be masculine and it was so repulsive, honestly felt like telling her to fuck off but that would be way off hand lol.
After I listened to the sub at 6:30 I was having alot of sexual thought about a girl, I felt the urge to masturbate and I tried not to but I was so amped and sleep deprived that I masturbated anyway. Does this mean that I am fighting the program or stonewalling because I have read from many other threads that people have gone several weeks without masturbating???
