DMSI 3.2 Reporting For Duty

[swisston]

From reading your thread so far i get the feeling you are terrorified of being alone. If you loose your girlfriend you may feel will have no other options.

Definitely not afraid of being alone, however I am fully institutionalised into my relationship. It's been over 20 years. It's very hard to imagine how that could end. My entire life is structured around it, and a good portion of my identity. No wonder my subconscious is terrified.... it doesn't know who this other person is that I'm asking us to become.