DMSI 3.2 Overcoming logistics and reality?

[Shannon]

Nothing too special, but I see to notice change in my pornography, and masturbation pattern.

One, it seems that my taste for porn has slightly expanded. In the past, I didn't like hardcore pornography (okay, what I meant was I pretty much liked only sensual ones.), but now I started to enjoy a few of hardcore ones. (Or not necessarily sensual ones.) Can I handle super hardcore stuff? Nope, but nonetheless, I began enjoying a bit stronger stuff more than before. This isn't all that different from my previous DMSI runs.

3.2 is telling you to stop using porn. You continue, and expand what you're doing into more hardcore material than before.

Also on the porn note, begin to like POV ones more. It gives me more like the feeling of actually having sex. I didn't like POV before, but I suppose this isn't all that different from my previous runs with DMSI either.

DMSI is telling you to stop using fantasy and porn as escapes from actually executing and instead get some real stuff. You respond by continuing the use of porn, and choosing types of porn that more effectively allow you to fantasize about having sex, instead of executing the script and getting the real thing.

Third thing I notice is change of masturbation pattern. During the long break (between 3.1 and 3.2) I didn't really have masturbation pattern. Sometimes, I'd do it daily, and some other times, I wouldn't do it for extended period of time, like 1 to 2 weeks. Since I listened to DMSI 3.2, it has become to a point that I'd do it for once per two days.

DMSI tells you to stop masturbating. You respond by continuing, and making a regular activity of it.

One thing that is very different about masturbation experience is that with previous version of DMSI, masturbation itself felt like resistance, or I felt like I had lots of resistance to masturbation itself. With this version, I don't feel any resistance to either the act itself, or feeling masturbation as a form of resistance. It just feels as if I am doing it more naturally like as if I am doing it in order to control my optimum sexual energy/fertility stuff. I don't know, all of it is so smooth that I don't feel any negativity associated with it.

DMSI tells you not to masturbate. You respond by making it feel more natural, comfortable and acceptable to masturbate.

Still, I still look at porn, nude pictures, and pictures of beautiful and hot girls everyday. It's like a habit. With previous version of DMSI, one small part of me felt as if I had to stop doing that. With this version, I don't feel that. It feels to me that this is a natural thing to do, and I'd just do it. (But of course, I wouldn't do that when my family member's around.) Some of the stuff I look at turn me on, but most of them don't turn me on or off. Rather, I look at some gorgeous women, and appreciate such beauty, and sexual energy that I can sorta feel from the picture or video.

DMSI tells you to stop looking at porn and pictures and using things of that nature to distract yourself from executing, waste time on instead of executing and avoid executing the script. You respond by doing exactly what it is telling you not to do, for exactly the reasons it is telling you not to do them.

Lastly, I am having much ease telling others (such as mom and cousin) that I find the girl good looking when I see some cute girls on TV.

Again, no external stuff, and most of it is pretty much internal stuff. I am going to need to find some opportunity to actually test the effectiveness. (Although it may be a terrible idea to do it, as MeToo stuff is getting really out of hand here, and people are starting to going nuts with accusation, and being protective, and etc.)

Other than the pornography and masturbation, I don't see things that are reverse of what DMSI should get me to do.

Are you executing the script or reverse executing the script? Are you preventing yourself from seeing what you're doing?

What would I be doing exactly, if I were not having the reverse resistance or any other form of resistance? (I quickly glanced the store page, but couldn't really get what I should be doing really. Perhaps I need to take a really close look at the stuff.)

You would not be masturbating. Not looking at porn. Not changing your masturbation habits. Not changing your tastes in porn. Not wasting time with pictures or distracting yourself from doing things that would otherwise put you in the presence of women you might have sex with instead. You would be feeling the aura, and getting the interest from women, and maybe getting women coming onto you and initiating sex, like more and more guys are reporting. And you would not apparently be deluding yourself into not seeing how you are resisting.

Also, given that I have (serious) reverse resistance, should I stop listening to 3.2B, and wait for the A version to be released? I am asking as I believe that I need to stop listening to subs at least for 21 days, before switching to other subs.

Translation: Please give me permission to stop using this program, Shannon. I dun wanna do this.

Why in hell would I tell you to stop? You're just looking for any excuse to have a reason to not have to deal with what the program is trying to get you to do. Of course I am going to tell you to keep going. And you don't need a 21 day break between A and B formats of the same version.

Keep using it. Be aware of what you are doing. Stop doing the things that are resistance.

Cool. Thanks for the quick response. That was fast.

Basically it's the masturbation, porn, and looking at pictures that primarily count as reverse resistance. Anyway, looking at pictures didn't give me fantasies (I got to appreciate some of beauty, and got to see some of women's trends here, which are somewhat different from the states.).

That's the only thing I saw you post about. Looking at pictures that don't give you fantasies can still be an effort to derail based on distracting you, wasting time, etc.

Besides, I need to report that I am losing interest in doing all of above (interest in them became almost non existent, if not existent), and such that I am reducing the time spent doing on them quite significantly (I began noticing this last two days). Also, the masturbation pattern has been broken and such that I haven't masturbated for last three days, and it feels that I am not going to do that any time soon. (I can guarantee that I won't be doing that tonight.) I wonder how long can I not ejaculate before getting to unhealthy level? (Or does it not matter at all?) I'd seriously hate to have wet dream, as I am currently living with my parents, and my mom does the laundry for the entire family. (Logistics issue, and it's quite normal to live with parents here.)

That is definitely a good thing. It's never "unhealthy" to not ejaculate. Worst case scenario, your body may release through a wet dream, but more likely, you will excrete excess through sweat. Getting to that point requires one hell of a long celibacy period.

I wonder if it (looking at porn, masturbation, and etc) was some sort of last thing before DMSI started to kick in. (Please do keep in mind that the last time I listened to DMSI prior to 3.2 was at least several months to half a year ago.) Either way, things are changing, but the biggest obstacles are going to be the logistics and the situation I am currently in.

If you are now executing the script correctly and things are going down the way they should, then it is likely that reverse resistance was attempted by your subconscious, but overcome by DMSI.

On a side note, I am not feeling any aura or energy, nor there has been any change in women's behavior. Well, only women I happened to have stumbled upon are by no means attractive nor pursuable. (All married, have children (and grandchildren).)

Not everything gets executed instantly. There are doubtless still things you are trying to resist.

I heard that it's very difficult to find attractive women in gym in this country. They happen to be present in only a few specific gyms, or they would do yoga or Pilates. Not sure about Pilates, but I found that I can't sign up group yoga as a man, as the instructor wouldn't let a guy in, based on (presumed or factual) assumption that female students would feel very uncomfortable having men in the same class, as much skin is exposed when doing yoga postures.

That is a shame, but as long as you are getting out into public places regularly, DMSI should be able to do its thing while you are executing sufficiently.

Also, I want you to know that I didn't think about quitting the stuff. You have totally misunderstood my intention, or you have taken that part a bit too strongly. I only asked about stopping B version as it seemed to me clearing was needed (based on what I have read about reverse resistance on glossary page), so that I thought changing to A version as quickly as possible would be necessary to getting results as quickly as possible. If that isn't necessary, then I'm cool with sticking to B version. Besides, I am also curious to see if 3.2B version would be effective. So far it seemed to me that it is quite effective (as it feels very smooth and natural), but will it be effective enough to actually bring me the desired (external) outcomes?

A isn't out yet, and stopping B would provide your subconscious with a way out. I think you haven't realized what you were attempting to do on a subconscious level. A and B will both trigger healing and clearing; one (A) does so with specific directions to do so, and one (B) relies on the Optimus Engine to drive you through anything and everything in the way to achieve the goals. That's why so many guys are reporting healing and clearing effects from B. If that's what it takes to get there, that's what the Optimus Engine will do.

Porn, masturbation, and looking at female pictures are all starting to go down, and when I looked at porn or the pictures, I had not fantasized, I just glanced and moved on. (At least that's what it was like two days ago.) I suppose this is a sign that the reverse resistance is disappearing?

That seems to be the case, yes.

To me, the biggest hurdle that DMSI will need to overcome apart from making me sexually irresistible and making women to take initiative is going to be the logistics and reality/situation. Let's see how much reality bending this version can bring.

It isn't DMSI, it's you executing the logistics handling module in the script of DMSI that will take care of that.