Haha yea man its definitely something I want to pursue.
So this week has been quite life changing for me. Have moved into my new flat which is awesome, they all seem like really cool people to hang out with. I've been noticing that i'm quite relaxed in new social situations but I really don't feel like saying a lot. Girls keep smiling at me as well. This naturalizer is awesome as well, I find I have to be very astute to whats going on within myself and with others to notice the changes. I've been through my up days and my down days and had a lot of thoughts about my ex which I haven't had for a few months. I guess there's some more letting go to do there.
My boss was commenting today on how far i've come in my position as well which is a good sign with my annual review coming up next week. When I do feel like talking as well conversation flows very naturally. Like tonight I was talking to the bartender (never happens) and we were just chatting away for about 5 minutes she was laughing and having a good time.
Moneys very tight at the moment with me crashing my car today so a wealth type sub might be the way to go after this one if WM keeps doing more and more which I know it will. I was also quite surprised at how calm I remained after the crash I was able to keep my cool while the lady in the other car was shaking and in a state of shock. This helped to relax her as well.
EDIT: also in the last week I have had zero want or need to touch porn. This coming from looking at porn every day. I also find I don't even feel like masturbating or sex as well. More just connection with people
So this week has been quite life changing for me. Have moved into my new flat which is awesome, they all seem like really cool people to hang out with. I've been noticing that i'm quite relaxed in new social situations but I really don't feel like saying a lot. Girls keep smiling at me as well. This naturalizer is awesome as well, I find I have to be very astute to whats going on within myself and with others to notice the changes. I've been through my up days and my down days and had a lot of thoughts about my ex which I haven't had for a few months. I guess there's some more letting go to do there.
My boss was commenting today on how far i've come in my position as well which is a good sign with my annual review coming up next week. When I do feel like talking as well conversation flows very naturally. Like tonight I was talking to the bartender (never happens) and we were just chatting away for about 5 minutes she was laughing and having a good time.
Moneys very tight at the moment with me crashing my car today so a wealth type sub might be the way to go after this one if WM keeps doing more and more which I know it will. I was also quite surprised at how calm I remained after the crash I was able to keep my cool while the lady in the other car was shaking and in a state of shock. This helped to relax her as well.
EDIT: also in the last week I have had zero want or need to touch porn. This coming from looking at porn every day. I also find I don't even feel like masturbating or sex as well. More just connection with people
The only person in life that can ever hold you back is yourself. So get out of your own way and start living the life you always dreamed of
