DMSI 3.2 Magnus

[Magnus]

Yea man. When not faced with massive resistance I can slowly start to feel a stronger sense of self building as well. Surprisingly more so than AM as well. When faced with the massive resistance I get needy and clingy with people and overly approval seeking as well. I suspect once this is handled a lot of things are going to change and life will take a turn for the better.

I also had yesterday thoughts of getting back into singing. It was always my dream to be a rockstar when I was younger and I have such a passion for signing. I'm also pretty good at it and have a good voice and a knack for writing lyrics and expressing my emotions through it but was just to afraid to fail at it or not be good enough.

I'm using through a combination of my phone speaker (Galaxy s2) and headphones during the week. Then in the weekends I use my speakers at night as i'm unable to listen during the day

Also am moving out into a flat today and while it still scares me greatly I feel I am now at a place where I can handle it and the people i'm moving in with seem like a cool group of people who off first meeting seem social and solid within themselves and amazingly easy to connect with (This may also be because of changes within myself).