The last few days have been feeling a bit down but today back on form.
Went out on Saturday and guys were being a bit friendlier. Also bumped into a girl I used to live with. The last time we saw each other we didn't even say a word this time she seemed happy to See Me and we ended up having a good conversation. No other external results as of yet.
Did have a very interesting dream the other night though, it was almost like inception. I kept going down layer after layer falling asleep each time. I eventually came upon this scary looking door that had a sign "fear" above it the whole area was dark apart from this door and sign. That was as far as I can remember though. Fear does play a massive part in what is holding me back so I do wonder whether this sub is starting to dive deep on that
Went out on Saturday and guys were being a bit friendlier. Also bumped into a girl I used to live with. The last time we saw each other we didn't even say a word this time she seemed happy to See Me and we ended up having a good conversation. No other external results as of yet.
Did have a very interesting dream the other night though, it was almost like inception. I kept going down layer after layer falling asleep each time. I eventually came upon this scary looking door that had a sign "fear" above it the whole area was dark apart from this door and sign. That was as far as I can remember though. Fear does play a massive part in what is holding me back so I do wonder whether this sub is starting to dive deep on that
The only person in life that can ever hold you back is yourself. So get out of your own way and start living the life you always dreamed of
