DMSI 3.2 JakeKennedy

[JakeKennedy]

More experiences I can only explain as 3.2 TID:

A 31 y/o 9/10 I work with referred to as R in my 3.1 journal has been acting obviously more warm towards me. She has been very chatty, smiles at me from a distance and has unnecessarily brushed up against me twice today. During my break between 3.1 and 3.2 TID she paid very little attention to me and there was little to no chatting or flirting between us.

Amber (19 y/o 8/10 from 3.1 journal) who I also work with has been constantly smiling and say hi today. Once I was standing at a counter doing some paperwork and she needed something out of the cabinet in front of me. She came up behind me, reached around me into the cabinet and said, "Don't worry I'm just giving you a hug" got what she needed, gave me a sly smile and walked away. Nothing like that happened once between finishing 3.1 and 3.2 TID.

[JakeKennedy]

Shannon, quick question about MIR2 and turbulence. I realize you should optimally have a 21 day break between 5g subs. If for instance I had to stop DMSI 3.2 due to a sore throat and begin MIR2, once the illness is cleared up should a break be observed or go straight back to DMSI 3.2?

[JakeKennedy]

Ran my first loop of ultrasonic DMSI 3.2B last night when I went to bed.

I am a very deep sleeper. I lay down and wake up 8 hours later. I also remember dreams on average once or twice a year. Last night after my first 3.2 loop I still slept great, but in the morning remembered a very odd dream where I came out of a unfamiliar restroom and some random little girl points at me and says, "That man didn't wash his hands!" I had in fact washed my hands before exiting the restroom but that didn't stop all the people standing around from staring at me in disgust. Then I woke up. Very odd dream. Nothing about it means shit to me. It all just seemed bizarre. But the interesting thing is I remembered a dream the first night of 3.2. The last time I remembered a dream was over 6 months ago while running 3.1.

During the first half of the day I experienced high levels of anxiety. This is very uncommon for me. If it continues I will have to try peat of eft to get it under control. If that doesn't work I will have to ditch 3.2B because the level of anxiety I experienced today is unexeptable for me to be as productive as I need to be at work.

The anxiety however didn't stop 3.2B from being effective. Amber who is referred to earlier in this journal and in my 3.1 journal was working to get my attention all day. She started off giving me a shoulder massage. Later she danced for me to the background music playing. She tried to start small talk at least once each hour of the work day and referred to how well I know her 3 different times.

Another woman I don't think I've talked about before, we will call Natasha (7.5/10) told me how much more compatible her and I would be living together then her and her husband or my GF and I.

[Shannon]

Please so not use external means to deal with the anxiety. You are testing DMSI. EFT etc. Introduces variables that make your reports useless for me.

[JakeKennedy]

Please so not use external means to deal with the anxiety. You are testing DMSI. EFT etc. Introduces variables that make your reports useless for me.

Okay, no problem Shannon. Thanks for pointing that out. I will use sub only.

[JakeKennedy]

Random question to anyone who knows the answer: What happened to RTBoss?

I was away from the forum for several months. Now his name has a line through it but it doesn't say he was banned. Just curious.

[Benjamin]

Basically I told him something he said might have been a bit harsh, he overreacted a bit and got a warning.. then went off the deep end with a new account and a long post attacking me.

[JakeKennedy]

Basically I told him something he said might have been a bit harsh, he overreacted a bit and got a warning.. then went off the deep end with a new account and a long post attacking me.

Thanks Ben. I was reading through my old journals, saw his name with the line through it and was just curious as to what happened.

[JakeKennedy]

Repeatedly my girlfriend has been going out of her way today to vie for my attention like during 3.1. Already she has prepared a delicious salmon fettuccine with a homemade sauce from scratch with salads. She has been absolutely all smiles today while we have been together.

I have also noticed my voice has begun to deepen again like in 3.1

One final thing of note is although I haven't cum except during sex with my GF I have been edging and looking at porn the last several days with no decreased desire to do so.

[JakeKennedy]

My girlfriend is still going out of her way to be nicer than normal to me. Yesterday she screwed up a couple things out of complete negligence and I really ripped her for them because she initially tried to pass the blame on to me. Usually she would have pouted about it for the remainder of the day but instead she took complete responsibility and apologized. Naturally, we then had great makeup sex. Accordingly, we have had the best sex we've had since 3.1, the last couple of days.

In addition to positive response of my GF I have been sleeping, eating and masturbating much more than normal. Honestly I feel like a teenager with raging hormones.

I have been off of work for a scheduled long weekend break and have been sleeping 10-12 hours per day (normally 8), sex 1-2 times/day (normal 1-4/week), masturbating 1-2/day (normal 0-1/week) and eating roughly double my normal calories. It's been fun. We will see how it goes when I go back to work tomorrow.

[JakeKennedy]

Nothing major to report but I am trying to stay consistent with the journal. The huge spike in hunger is still present. The lethargy may be starting to decrease but it's to early to say for sure. I still feel an equal increase in desire for and pleasure from sex and masturbation. That's not a problem for me I just find it odd since so many are reporting a decreased desire for and pleasure from masturbation. Who knows.

I'm just starting the process of moving onto a new house and getting ready to put my current one on the market. Needless to say I will be very busy over the next several months. Between work and the move not sure I will have time to pursue any extracurricular sexual activity unless they present themselves on a platter for me in which case I will not turn down unless it's sub 5/10. But I won't have time and don't currently have the desire to go looking.

[Benjamin]

Hmm looks like there's a bug if a thread is named the same thing it can redirect to the wrong one. I let Cyanide know, I tested it by renaming the journal. Maybe for now you can rename it to something else to get past the problem.

[JakeKennedy]

Natasha, the 7.5/10 I referred to earlier in this journal, while talking on the phone today, blatantly stared at my crotch. I was 5-10 feet away and as she was talking she was gazing straight at my cock region. This went on for approximately 30 seconds straight. While I was standing there I tried to cause her to break her gaze by making eye contact several times but she stayed locked in. We have had chemistry between us since 3.2 TID began so this wasn't that big of a surprise.

The extreme hunger I had been experiencing while running 3.2B completely vanished today. I have eaten less than half the calories I have eaten for the previous week and am not at all hungry.

[JakeKennedy]

Today my girlfriend's sister twice found reasons to get me alone with her. The first time she was supposed to meet us at my house for lunch. She showed up a half hour early almost as soon as my GF left to pick up food. I'm certain this wasn't a mistake because my GF told me she texted her what time she was leaving and when she would probably get back. A couple hours later, right after my GF started a project she is working on, her sister, who is recently divorced (last spring) I might add, asked if we could help her at her house, knowing full well my GF would not leave the project and just send me. Neither time her sister really came on to me but it was uncharacteristic for us to be alone together. I have felt like however from time to time in the past she would flirt with me and has a seductive type personality. Maybe it is coincidence but it's kind of funny I just started 3.2 and these uncharacteristic things happens twice in one day.

It will be interesting to see if anything further happens. My GF is not a suspicious or jealous person at all and actually somewhat naive to these types of things.