03-13-2018, 02:38 PM
Day 20
Urge to look at porn and masturbate is back. I had little to no urge from day 15 until today. The only reason I haven't today is I have been too busy and haven't had the privacy. Back when I was in school I would masturbate before I would study because I would be more relaxed and could always focus better. I had thoughts jumping into my head today that I could get more work done if I would just rub one out first. I haven't had thoughts like that in forever. For the record I still haven't masturbated in five days.
Urge to look at porn and masturbate is back. I had little to no urge from day 15 until today. The only reason I haven't today is I have been too busy and haven't had the privacy. Back when I was in school I would masturbate before I would study because I would be more relaxed and could always focus better. I had thoughts jumping into my head today that I could get more work done if I would just rub one out first. I haven't had thoughts like that in forever. For the record I still haven't masturbated in five days.
Grit
