02-23-2018, 05:17 PM
Ran my first loop of ultrasonic DMSI 3.2B last night when I went to bed.
I am a very deep sleeper. I lay down and wake up 8 hours later. I also remember dreams on average once or twice a year. Last night after my first 3.2 loop I still slept great, but in the morning remembered a very odd dream where I came out of a unfamiliar restroom and some random little girl points at me and says, "That man didn't wash his hands!" I had in fact washed my hands before exiting the restroom but that didn't stop all the people standing around from staring at me in disgust. Then I woke up. Very odd dream. Nothing about it means shit to me. It all just seemed bizarre. But the interesting thing is I remembered a dream the first night of 3.2. The last time I remembered a dream was over 6 months ago while running 3.1.
During the first half of the day I experienced high levels of anxiety. This is very uncommon for me. If it continues I will have to try peat of eft to get it under control. If that doesn't work I will have to ditch 3.2B because the level of anxiety I experienced today is unexeptable for me to be as productive as I need to be at work.
The anxiety however didn't stop 3.2B from being effective. Amber who is referred to earlier in this journal and in my 3.1 journal was working to get my attention all day. She started off giving me a shoulder massage. Later she danced for me to the background music playing. She tried to start small talk at least once each hour of the work day and referred to how well I know her 3 different times.
Another woman I don't think I've talked about before, we will call Natasha (7.5/10) told me how much more compatible her and I would be living together then her and her husband or my GF and I.
I am a very deep sleeper. I lay down and wake up 8 hours later. I also remember dreams on average once or twice a year. Last night after my first 3.2 loop I still slept great, but in the morning remembered a very odd dream where I came out of a unfamiliar restroom and some random little girl points at me and says, "That man didn't wash his hands!" I had in fact washed my hands before exiting the restroom but that didn't stop all the people standing around from staring at me in disgust. Then I woke up. Very odd dream. Nothing about it means shit to me. It all just seemed bizarre. But the interesting thing is I remembered a dream the first night of 3.2. The last time I remembered a dream was over 6 months ago while running 3.1.
During the first half of the day I experienced high levels of anxiety. This is very uncommon for me. If it continues I will have to try peat of eft to get it under control. If that doesn't work I will have to ditch 3.2B because the level of anxiety I experienced today is unexeptable for me to be as productive as I need to be at work.
The anxiety however didn't stop 3.2B from being effective. Amber who is referred to earlier in this journal and in my 3.1 journal was working to get my attention all day. She started off giving me a shoulder massage. Later she danced for me to the background music playing. She tried to start small talk at least once each hour of the work day and referred to how well I know her 3 different times.
Another woman I don't think I've talked about before, we will call Natasha (7.5/10) told me how much more compatible her and I would be living together then her and her husband or my GF and I.
Grit
