04-13-2018, 01:25 AM
After a lot of consideration I decided to quit DMSI few days ago. The main reasons are all the tiredness and lack of sleep - probably because of resistance - in first place, which went so far that I experienced microsleep at work a few times. On the other hand I started using this sub about two years ago, with about 1,5 years active usage and I am still not even close to the goal. In fact at this time I feel like moving away from goal. I am sure I will try final again, but for now I don't want to continue doing something that is not working for me. In the next few week I am just trying to regenerate and use only the sleep aid. After that I still have to decide what to do. I am also considering OF 5G as it is focused on my main problem - fears - but I don't know how deep and permanent the 5G version is able to clear this stuff. Yes, I know 3.2A has the most advanced healing but I simply cannot handle this sub in long term. I stil have some thoughts about DMSI at all which I will post later or tomorrow when I am not that tired.
In theory, theory and practice are the same. In practice, they are not.
