DMSI 3.2 - B and A

[Shawn]

Today I wanted to play the sub again. I took my phone but as soon I had the player on my screen I got disgusted and put my phone away. Later the same. Even later I started the sub but after about 30 seconds I felt so disgusted that I had to stop the sub. I don't know, seems like I am fighting the script or at least the anti-fap-thing to the extreme. Oh, and when it comes to fapping, I did it three times today, don't know when I fapped so often last time. I also realized that I fapped more often on this sub than with previous versions. Looks for me like some kind of act of defiance. I don't know how much of this is resistance to the goal of the sub and how much resistance to this module but the latter is definitely there.

One more thing I wanted to mention is that I probably had also resistance against the eating disorder module at the begin. Before even starting this sub I have had trouble eating anything and ate ridiculous low amounts. And about at the same time as well as in the first usage days I had sometimes moments where I felt like immediately vomiting. Good thing that it never really happened and it seems like it faded away later. I think the reason here is, is the fact that I was always a skinny guy and people told me all the time I have to eat more (without knowing how much I eat at all) and with time I got really tired of hearing this again and again.