03-15-2018, 04:49 PM
Today without loop I felt like the aura and energy is coming back and I am projecting more but nothing special to report in this regards. But I had an important realization. I realized how much I really dislike having no masturbation inside. It feels like the sub is trying to take away the only reliable source of sex from my life in exchange to having a pussy here and there and I am absolutely not willing to accept this. If this happens then I would be completely dependent on women to fulfil my sexual needs and this can't simply happen. I notice that I am damn close to stop this program and switch to SE instead to prevent it.
In theory, theory and practice are the same. In practice, they are not.
