10-05-2018, 05:09 AM
(10-04-2018, 02:42 AM)kingpill Wrote: A resistance I think Ive noticed is that my subconscious is getting 'too good' at one thing and not good enough at others.
Like I'm real good with girls but bad at everything else, which is stopping most execution. Im not horrendous with everything else but lets say out of 100, Im 90 with girls but 60 with money , thats a big gap and my subconscious seems to notice and keeps pointing towards that.
Hopefully when we can run more than 1 programme at a time, this won't be an issue. That will be a real gamechanger- Imagine running DMSI, BASE 6G, AM and LM/US at the same time. 1 loop each too because its 6G. Damn
EDIT: Like, the subconscious is trying to make me feel like Im worse than I really am with everything apart from girls, which is basically distracting me to everything else BUT focus on girls. If Im a 60/100 with money, its making me feel like I'm a 20/100. Which means I will be focusing on money and not girls because now, there is a fear present about money.
Same regarding the girls and money thing. It seems to be resistance as I already have glimpses of what lies beyond, easily. I can see how it is a logistics thing imo.not saying im bad with money. There is an abundance, but it is telling.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus