09-01-2018, 10:09 AM
(09-01-2018, 07:19 AM)Infinite Wrote: The connection might have been stronger with him because of proximity. I had just moved to a new area, far from everyone I knew. He was hot, and while he had a sexual interest and would watch me a lot, I didn't want to mess things with someone living so close to me. Interesting how now that i'm on dmsi, I think that something like that could have been a positive instead of a negative. The relationship actually turned negative because of my constant rejections, lack of interest. He started watching me too much, it annoyed me. He would stand at the edge of his property, looking boldy inside my window. I would "hear him", then I would look out the window, and I would see him. I know he sounds like a total creep, but he has actually been a very good neighbor.
I understand, guess it wasn't meant to be at the time. Hopefully the subs lets you take or allow others to take chances with you in a way which you like.
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