08-24-2018, 10:07 AM
(08-24-2018, 09:51 AM)Kol Wrote: Yes definitely. To throw in my 2 cents, lately, im feeling very much engaged with hunting. Perhaps not "men must hunt" but definitely an craving to hunt, like fullblown instinctual with a huge smirk on my face. Akin to world domination and wanting to "rip the world to shreds" its all incredibly primal and almost animalistic. ( hence the vampire thingie )
What you say makes sense about the "being pursued not leading to something good" my subc seems to rebel against by throwing up "hopelessness" powerlessness and I recognize now how "in control" is a thing to me.
Each time when I feel I have released it, new thoughts and memories come in aswell feeling it body-wise.
Besides that, im more and more becoming this irresistable eternal stud.
Yes, I can definitely relate to that. There's almost 2 'mes'. One near exactly like how you described and one who resists and gets tired and dosent think girls are worth the time but still wants them. lol
I am that I am, I will be what I will be.
I am grateful for all that I have. I am humble as I revel in the wonders of power
