05-02-2018, 02:03 PM
I have an urge to look at some sex today but I didn’t do it because I know it is a way of derailing me from the goals of the sub that I am slowly but surely achieving.
It is still amazing that I literally for the first time in my life that I haven’t looked at porn or sex or fapped for over 2 months. This alone is a fantastic achievement in its own.
Tinder is literally exploding now ( mind you, I don’t approach,i rely entirely on tinder). Every new day, I have a few women more and old and new chats gets almost mixed up. I had a date with A again and it went very well. We might fly together to an island in September. I am pretty attracted to A.
Tomorrow I have another date with another girl from tinder and I am pretty sure the weekend I might have two more at least. I deleted again a few girls because I either have no time or it is too much investment from my side to date them.
There are some manifestations coming my way. They might be two girls. Sexy and much younger than me. I am paving the way to get there:they moved from tinder to WhatsApp first. I sense already their submissiveness and the weird way of how easy they come to you. I know this because I have had manifestations before on Dmsi and the patterns are clear to me.
I had an urge to switch to A version but I think it is just my subconscious trying to escape the brutal B.
I can read through what is going on in my head right now. I am feeling good and have urges to achieve things beyond just women.
It is still amazing that I literally for the first time in my life that I haven’t looked at porn or sex or fapped for over 2 months. This alone is a fantastic achievement in its own.
Tinder is literally exploding now ( mind you, I don’t approach,i rely entirely on tinder). Every new day, I have a few women more and old and new chats gets almost mixed up. I had a date with A again and it went very well. We might fly together to an island in September. I am pretty attracted to A.
Tomorrow I have another date with another girl from tinder and I am pretty sure the weekend I might have two more at least. I deleted again a few girls because I either have no time or it is too much investment from my side to date them.
There are some manifestations coming my way. They might be two girls. Sexy and much younger than me. I am paving the way to get there:they moved from tinder to WhatsApp first. I sense already their submissiveness and the weird way of how easy they come to you. I know this because I have had manifestations before on Dmsi and the patterns are clear to me.
I had an urge to switch to A version but I think it is just my subconscious trying to escape the brutal B.
I can read through what is going on in my head right now. I am feeling good and have urges to achieve things beyond just women.
Generally, when you start using a subliminal that seriously conflicts with something you have in your subconscious programming, the subconscious will attempt to get you to change to something else in order to escape having to change it's programming
