(08-17-2017, 10:01 AM)Arsenic Wrote: So you're saying DMSI A is draining you. Do you believe this is a result of the sub overpowering your brain or from all the senseless dumping into your sex doll? lol
Also... have you done AM6?
DMSI A is all about clearing, as you know, so I'm wondering if my clearing experience will be less intense since I have done 3 stages of AM6.
Nah, dude, I tossed that thing it the trash. It was an experience but that's it. I've been on NoFap for 16 days but still come across porn online sometimes on the forums I visit. I'm going celibate for life. Did you hear about how they opened a brothel in Spain with only sex dolls, it became successful, then the nearby prostitutes complained and got it shut down? Eh... Typical.
I've ran AM6 3 times and should probably make it a 4th. On AM6 is when I got the most affection from girls, had women offer me sex verbally, physically etc. I even had my friends younger brother offer me sex verbally on AM6 while we were standing in Chipotle... Uhhh... Just more missed opportunities. I burned a lot of bridges while on it, too, though. That was all part of growth. It helped me develop spiritually as well. It made me see women as only a distraction that will drag a man down from such loftier pursuits, which is actually my chief purpose in life. I've probably been on monk mode and a misogynist since birth.
Yeah, I have high standards but I'm not some incurable narcissist or lack empathy. Leaders are required to have a healthy level of narcissism and it's vital for development in youth. Am I tough on women? You are damn right I am. I feel I've been collectively abused, traumatized and neglected by women in this culture. That's nothing, though, since it's merely their nature. I understand(or overstand) their nature and have had to overcome so many false conceptions from living in a pussy-whipped society. Social media, online dating (Tinder) experiments, the manosphere etc has revealed to the world their dark side. I do not like their nature, but of course I can't sugar coat it because for me truth is all that matters.
