Quick Theory:
It has been scientifically validated that losing competitions causes a lowering of testosterone in men (as opposed to WINNING!). Western women have been trained to compete with men in the workforce and in general ('I don't need no man'), many times being given de facto victories due to Affirmative Action and other policies. So, being around Western women who are pretty much propped up imitation men at this point will cause even high testosterone males to take serious hits to their hormone levels. Then I look at studies that show how testosterone levels have been in "general decline" in Western nations for the past 100 years, rapidly accelerating in the past 20, and it all makes sense.
Being around Western women is bad for my health and I am completely justified in moving to one of the most 'backwards' part of the country and hiding in the woods. That is still not enough, though.
Look at the rapacious refugees flooding Europe (who women hold up banners saying "Refugees Welcome" lol) and you will see men with high testosterone levels. This is all part of the hypocritical undoing of the West. Whew… What a time to be alive.
I don't feel very alive, though. Been having panic attacks and erratic sleep (3-5 hours at a time) these past few days, even chest pain last night because I felt I was being invalidated by some female online. A lot of women appear to get off on that, but that's another issue entirely and I know it's due to personality disorders. Yet, I also seek out these emotionally abusive types, why? Listening to 10+ hours a night of DMSI hybrid. I was thinking about and clearing a lot of missed connections and opportunities in the past last night as well. Have had pretty much zero motivation to leave my house and am barely keeping up with hygiene. When I did leave my house yesterday to go to the laundromat I was getting blank predatory stares from the women there, but of course nothing came of it, and the younger male relatives they were with looked really beat down. I should be furnishing and moving into my newly built off-grid home but that is at a standstill entirely due to lack of motivation on my part.
I also have insect bites all over my entire body.
It has been scientifically validated that losing competitions causes a lowering of testosterone in men (as opposed to WINNING!). Western women have been trained to compete with men in the workforce and in general ('I don't need no man'), many times being given de facto victories due to Affirmative Action and other policies. So, being around Western women who are pretty much propped up imitation men at this point will cause even high testosterone males to take serious hits to their hormone levels. Then I look at studies that show how testosterone levels have been in "general decline" in Western nations for the past 100 years, rapidly accelerating in the past 20, and it all makes sense.
Being around Western women is bad for my health and I am completely justified in moving to one of the most 'backwards' part of the country and hiding in the woods. That is still not enough, though.
Look at the rapacious refugees flooding Europe (who women hold up banners saying "Refugees Welcome" lol) and you will see men with high testosterone levels. This is all part of the hypocritical undoing of the West. Whew… What a time to be alive.
I don't feel very alive, though. Been having panic attacks and erratic sleep (3-5 hours at a time) these past few days, even chest pain last night because I felt I was being invalidated by some female online. A lot of women appear to get off on that, but that's another issue entirely and I know it's due to personality disorders. Yet, I also seek out these emotionally abusive types, why? Listening to 10+ hours a night of DMSI hybrid. I was thinking about and clearing a lot of missed connections and opportunities in the past last night as well. Have had pretty much zero motivation to leave my house and am barely keeping up with hygiene. When I did leave my house yesterday to go to the laundromat I was getting blank predatory stares from the women there, but of course nothing came of it, and the younger male relatives they were with looked really beat down. I should be furnishing and moving into my newly built off-grid home but that is at a standstill entirely due to lack of motivation on my part.
I also have insect bites all over my entire body.
