I was thinking this morning how one of my high school nympho crushes was stolen by a meth dealer. I had no idea what to do with the opposite sex at that age and thus never made a move on her even when she was in my bed at 18 when I had my own apartment. She was one horny young slut (or at least put up a great act because now I realize she might have actually been frigid like most American women wow what a mind****)(birth control has a lot to do with this). Saw a pic through friends of friends on Facebook and she got married recently - just lol at that sucker. Many such cases, sad!
I've been calling women/girls attractive and realize I better define my words more carefully. Like attracts like is the principle. So when I'm calling women/girls attractive that would mean they are slim yet robust, intelligent, forward thinking, leading-edge types, dangerously magnetically sexy (strong masculine/feminine dynamic), enlightened health gurus and forever young like me… OBVIOUSLY NOT THE CASE. That' why I make a lot of gay jokes, because women and of course most men can't hold a candle to this.
Really, all a women has to offer me is her BEAUTY and YOUTH. A sexy figure. That's pretty much it, along with obvious physical comforts that every man need be entitled to. I like my girls HOT and that means teenagers-25 with NO CELLULITE. Back in ye olden days single women used to be called old maids after 25 and I have to agree. I'm talking high metabolism and peak hormones. A lot of teenage girls I see are fat which is just another example of how abysmal the dating market is and why skinny white girls are some sort of unobtainable mythical creature with unlimited demand. Things like cellulite send me into a furious rage along with lesbians and I'd only consider a chick over 25 if it was some rare mommy fetish OR she was well taken care of and pregnant which means her hormones kicked into overdrive.
Loyalty, commitment, haha don't make me laugh. In this age of Tinder… It's fucked, everything is fucked. I used to have some sense of moral code and turned down a lot of girls (who I was always better than), thinking I didn't want to lead them on, taint them, and then not get into a relationship, but that is totally out the window. That's why virgins are prized, because they are much more biologically predisposed to become a loyal companion/wife/gf which lessens with every partner. Guys deflowering virgins and then tossing them aside was once one of the more heinous crimes but that's what society celebrates now, it's the hedonistic treadmill better kill or be killed, fuck or be fucked.
Since society no longer puts restraints on female behavior (once out of wisdom for their own good - and everyone else's for that matter), they get away with anything and it's back to the law of the jungle. Becoming hypermasculine, hyperviolent, that's the road to gauranteed pussy and success for me in the future and joining a worthy militia/mafia/gang is starting to seem like the most reasonable option in this wasteland. The raw essence of 'game' is pretty much provoking, accosting, and bullying a chick into submission which they find endearing. I used to always get hot women turned on my insulting them, less sexy ones by toning it down a bit. I've been way less confrontative with women on DMSI and it's not helping me in that regard of DOM behavior (real DOM like outlaw bikers not BDSM cuckolds). I've also lost most motivation to get anything done but I can feel that turning… I hope. Nevermind, hope is for the weak. Gotta get those dopamine levels up.
I've had a sneaking suspicion that DMSI has programming in it to make the user operate within bounds of what's "socially acceptable" and that's a mistake.
I've been calling women/girls attractive and realize I better define my words more carefully. Like attracts like is the principle. So when I'm calling women/girls attractive that would mean they are slim yet robust, intelligent, forward thinking, leading-edge types, dangerously magnetically sexy (strong masculine/feminine dynamic), enlightened health gurus and forever young like me… OBVIOUSLY NOT THE CASE. That' why I make a lot of gay jokes, because women and of course most men can't hold a candle to this.
Really, all a women has to offer me is her BEAUTY and YOUTH. A sexy figure. That's pretty much it, along with obvious physical comforts that every man need be entitled to. I like my girls HOT and that means teenagers-25 with NO CELLULITE. Back in ye olden days single women used to be called old maids after 25 and I have to agree. I'm talking high metabolism and peak hormones. A lot of teenage girls I see are fat which is just another example of how abysmal the dating market is and why skinny white girls are some sort of unobtainable mythical creature with unlimited demand. Things like cellulite send me into a furious rage along with lesbians and I'd only consider a chick over 25 if it was some rare mommy fetish OR she was well taken care of and pregnant which means her hormones kicked into overdrive.
Loyalty, commitment, haha don't make me laugh. In this age of Tinder… It's fucked, everything is fucked. I used to have some sense of moral code and turned down a lot of girls (who I was always better than), thinking I didn't want to lead them on, taint them, and then not get into a relationship, but that is totally out the window. That's why virgins are prized, because they are much more biologically predisposed to become a loyal companion/wife/gf which lessens with every partner. Guys deflowering virgins and then tossing them aside was once one of the more heinous crimes but that's what society celebrates now, it's the hedonistic treadmill better kill or be killed, fuck or be fucked.
Since society no longer puts restraints on female behavior (once out of wisdom for their own good - and everyone else's for that matter), they get away with anything and it's back to the law of the jungle. Becoming hypermasculine, hyperviolent, that's the road to gauranteed pussy and success for me in the future and joining a worthy militia/mafia/gang is starting to seem like the most reasonable option in this wasteland. The raw essence of 'game' is pretty much provoking, accosting, and bullying a chick into submission which they find endearing. I used to always get hot women turned on my insulting them, less sexy ones by toning it down a bit. I've been way less confrontative with women on DMSI and it's not helping me in that regard of DOM behavior (real DOM like outlaw bikers not BDSM cuckolds). I've also lost most motivation to get anything done but I can feel that turning… I hope. Nevermind, hope is for the weak. Gotta get those dopamine levels up.
I've had a sneaking suspicion that DMSI has programming in it to make the user operate within bounds of what's "socially acceptable" and that's a mistake.