DMSI 3.1 and MLS exploration - Ascension to ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)hood

[Benjamin]

[eternity]

I had an encounter with who I thought was my LDS. We talked on the phone on Sunday. We hadn't talked in a couple months. She told me a few things that made me believe she was seducing me:

A) she was now single
B) she's staying at her friends house, and her friend was going to be gone for a week
C) she invited me to stay the night on Friday
D) she said she will cook dinner for me

So, I took the opportunity and went over on Friday to stay the night. From what I had gathered, she really wanted some of that D.........msi. she's always given me IOI's for as long as I've known her ( a bit over a year).

Unfortunately, nothing ended up happening. I went over there, we had intense ass conversations, as is usual with us, on The Art, manifestation, etc. She even texted me a couple days prior saying she picked up a book on sex magick, and wanted to talk to me about it, and learn more about it.

So I'm hella confused. There's either a LOT of affected side resistance, or I played it up in my head to be something it isn't. To try to make something happen, I attempted to initiate kino, multiple times, each time being met with rejection.



I'm genuinely confused. All I can make out from the night is that she's probably not my LDS, and that affected side resistance is INSANELY high. OR she meets some hidden factor that triggers the anti sniper to fire really hard.

[eternity]

being back on A has been rough XD

attraction from women has plummetted considerably, until today. ironically enough, i was filled with RAGE today. blood boiling RAGE. ungodly RAGE. anger i hadn't felt since new years, induced by the clearing of 3.0.1a

i'm switching back to B tonight XD

[Blacksheep]

Whoa, are your using v3.1 ot v3.0.1?

[Shannon]

I had an encounter with who I thought was my LDS. We talked on the phone on Sunday. We hadn't talked in a couple months. She told me a few things that made me believe she was seducing me:

A) she was now single
B) she's staying at her friends house, and her friend was going to be gone for a week
C) she invited me to stay the night on Friday
D) she said she will cook dinner for me

So, I took the opportunity and went over on Friday to stay the night. From what I had gathered, she really wanted some of that D.........msi. she's always given me IOI's for as long as I've known her ( a bit over a year).

Unfortunately, nothing ended up happening. I went over there, we had intense ass conversations, as is usual with us, on The Art, manifestation, etc. She even texted me a couple days prior saying she picked up a book on sex magick, and wanted to talk to me about it, and learn more about it.

So I'm hella confused. There's either a LOT of affected side resistance, or I played it up in my head to be something it isn't. To try to make something happen, I attempted to initiate kino, multiple times, each time being met with rejection.



I'm genuinely confused. All I can make out from the night is that she's probably not my LDS, and that affected side resistance is INSANELY high. OR she meets some hidden factor that triggers the anti sniper to fire really hard.

Sounds like she was waiting for you to signal interest in the same direction?

[eternity]

I had an encounter with who I thought was my LDS. We talked on the phone on Sunday. We hadn't talked in a couple months. She told me a few things that made me believe she was seducing me:

A) she was now single
B) she's staying at her friends house, and her friend was going to be gone for a week
C) she invited me to stay the night on Friday
D) she said she will cook dinner for me

So, I took the opportunity and went over on Friday to stay the night. From what I had gathered, she really wanted some of that D.........msi. she's always given me IOI's for as long as I've known her ( a bit over a year).

Unfortunately, nothing ended up happening. I went over there, we had intense ass conversations, as is usual with us, on The Art, manifestation, etc. She even texted me a couple days prior saying she picked up a book on sex magick, and wanted to talk to me about it, and learn more about it.

So I'm hella confused. There's either a LOT of affected side resistance, or I played it up in my head to be something it isn't. To try to make something happen, I attempted to initiate kino, multiple times, each time being met with rejection.



I'm genuinely confused. All I can make out from the night is that she's probably not my LDS, and that affected side resistance is INSANELY high. OR she meets some hidden factor that triggers the anti sniper to fire really hard.

Sounds like she was waiting for you to signal interest in the same direction?

Although I wasn't making it obvious that I was attracted to her, I do believe it was apparent that I was. It may have been a defense mechanism on her part to avoid the pain of rejection.

[eternity]

i have some confirmation that the aura and/or sniper is a REAL phenomenon. That LDS girl I mentioned before is pretty sensitive to energies, of the type that would be restricted to discussing in the religion thread.. if anyone's curious, we can start a discussion there about the topic.

Last week, I went to the house she was staying at. She mentioned to me that she literally felt me walking up to her door, because my presence was so strong.

I invited her over to my mom's house so she came over yesterday. She told me that my energy was so strong that she felt dizzy and/or off balance. I've also identified for fact that there is heavy affected side resistance on her part. She comes from a pure polish family who moved to america with her when she was like a year old to flee the communism there. Apparently in the polish culture, women get the bad end of the stick any time a relationship turns sour. If there's a divorce, it's ALWAYS The woman's fault. Even if the husband cheats on her, it's her fault. She also grew up in a broken / fragmented home with a father who was "abusive in every way".

So there's a lot of cultural programming + emotional healing that she needs to go through before she can act on the suggestions of my aura. I'm pretty sure this sort of thing is a major barrier for other DIMSEE'ers who "aren't seeing results". I'm talking specifically about the dimseer's who aren't "chasers" or have experience in picking up women.

It's likely that they WOULD see results, if the targets didn't have so much CRAP they've accumulated over the years blocking our aura.

I'm suggesting an improved ASS/ART affected side in 3.2, which I already know is planned. But the focus should be far more on the affected than on the user, based on the experience I'm having.

From what I know of how the LDS is supposed to act around the user, I'm almost positive she's NOT my LDS target. If she was, all that sniper energy would have knocked down her ASD programming, especially in relation to how she perceived me.

Although I wouldn't mind it one bit if she becomes the mother of my kids.... for what it's worth ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

[eternity]

Talk about an EXTREME result....

I went to a weekly meeting that I usually show my face at. I have two very close female friends, who are both now married... the blonde friend was stuck to me like glue. 30% of our body's were physically touching for over 10 minutes. Our arms, butts, and legs were touching as we were sitting on a computer desk together.

The other friend gave me a hug and wouldn't let go. she put her head on my shoulder, pressing the back of her head up against my neck. And she's taller than me, so she had to make herself uncomfortable to do that for the amount of time that she did.

( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

[eternity]

I'm going to copy and paste a paragraph on something I read that hopefully a few of my brothers on this forum can gain from. I substituted one of the words to comply with the rules, but still leave it in context.

As you probably know, one of the keys to [success] is letting go of desire, and avoiding lust for result. It’s OK to really want something, but if your [manifestation] is stained with desperation, you are actually feeding the [manifestation] with the energy of absence. You amplify the feeling of not having something.

[Blacksheep]

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[D.Ace]

I'm going to copy and paste a paragraph on something I read that hopefully a few of my brothers on this forum can gain from. I substituted one of the words to comply with the rules, but still leave it in context.

As you probably know, one of the keys to [success] is letting go of desire, and avoiding lust for result. It’s OK to really want something, but if your [manifestation] is stained with desperation, you are actually feeding the [manifestation] with the energy of absence. You amplify the feeling of not having something.

Glad to read it. While I agree and am well aware of it, the timing for me to read it is quite precise, I take it as a reminder. Thanks, man.

It does hold a truth in it, but still-especially in our modern society- it feels counter-intuitive.
I gained a lot when learning about that law in the past, but yeah I have no one to blame but myself when things went sideways and I couldn't even implement it despite my self-proven understanding of it.
It takes grindin' to be a king, a'ight?

[Benjamin]

I don't agree with the letting go of all desire part, every time i've tried to do that it's make things weird and having the sexual desire is good. But the second part explains that more.. I think desire is fine.. but not to the level of desperation.

It's similar to what i've been writing in my journal. I still 'want' girls and sex, but the process at the moment is healing abandonment so i'm not desperate for it. The desire for sex is natural.

[eternity]

Desire =! Lusting for the result. I suppose the person who wrote it could have used better semantics, but the concept is not suggesting to let go of the desire for something. Otherwise, one wouldn't choose to manifest the object of his/her desire in the first place. The intention of his writing is to let go of the outcome, in a needy way.

[eternity]

This is so true, and its very close to something I've been doing.

Try transmuting desire into appreciation. It gives you a much better frame. It works best on money/sex stuff

You're speaking my language here ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Transmutation via mental alchemy in the wealth department is where my focus has been. ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

can't stop doing that face XD XD XD