Day 20 of DMSI A
Well..
A lot of shit happened.
A lot.
Being my curious self, I've figured to do something very bad - go against Shannon's instructions and run double loops of A hybrid flac.
Of course, I knew that I'll get hit by big resistance, probably depression that will last for days, or something similar.
But, I've always found that I'm willing to go through such states for faster and greater growth.
Plus, I figured it would have been useful for Shannon. Some people have to experiment with such things, right?
Well, let me tell you something..
DO NOT FUCKING RUN DOUBLE LOOPS.
I am completely serious. The shit that happened was craaaaazy. Exercise EXTREME caution if you decide to run double loops of DMSI 3.1.
Now, for me, I've had this urge to run double loops for like 4 days. So, I believe my subconscious manifested this so I can evolve faster and further.
If that is the case.. then, consider it. If its for pure curiosity, don't. Trust me.
What happened, you ask?
Well, I went to sleep.. soon after, I woke up in the astral. Skeptics, bear with me. I know the difference between the astral, dreams, and reality. This was definitely the astral.
There is the accompanying sense of fuzzy reality that I experienced when I had OBE's.
I was paralyzed though, lying on my bed. Keep in mind, this is the astral body we are talking about. It was similar to sleep paralysis - every movement required huge mental effort.
Automatically, I did my banishing ritual mentally. If you're in the astral, it works faster and more easily than in the physical, I've found. But, that's not the main.. interesting.. part, of this story.
What was most interesting was, that as I lifted my right hand, I noticed that it was PHASING in and out of existence.
Literally disappearing and re-appearing. As time went on, it was getting faster, to the point i literally saw faint traces of it, like just a black silhoutte of my hand. I'm not even talking about the energy that's been coursing through my body.
It felt like phasing/vibration with slight electricity.
What I realized soon was.. it was happening to my whole body. Parts of my head would phase out of existence, as well as legs, stomach, chest, you name it. Sometimes nearly everything.
As it was happening, I felt myself phasing faster and faster and faster, until I hit a point where I started screaming. I rose up slightly from my lying position, and saw this electric barrier around me, saving me from phasing out completely.
Keep in mind, this is the astral realm that we are talking about. I was PHASING OUT of the ASTRAL.
It felt something like this (if you're curious, I think this is from hunterXhunter, but I never watched it, so don't take my word for it
).
![[Image: VCj4qk8.jpg]](http://i.imgur.com/VCj4qk8.jpg)
It felt like that, but also much more.. dense. Like a very tough, multilayered fence.
I believe the fact that I rose up off the bed, might have been the point where I was going to phase into some other place, but the electric fence stopped me.
I admit, I am curious what was on the other side. Like, on one hand, I'm really fucking curious.. on the other hand, I do feel slightly scared of it.. but fuck am I curious, lol.
So, I hit the electric fence, and felt the friction between it and my astral body. I was screaming at the top of my lungs, think this -
Though it was more because "HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT" not because I'm a cool ass motherfucker.
After that ended, I fell wimply back on my bed, and called for help from my roommate. What I wanted? Someone just to check up on me.. and probably for food.
After that, I managed to "wake" myself back into my physical body. I felt as if my physical body was phasing in and out of existence, but it didn't, it stayed. So much energy. I wouldn't be surprised if my astral body was in fact my physical body just over-amped on energy, but there are conflicting views on this (I for one, believe that it might be possible to do that.. others, say it's not.. I need to do more studying on this subject).
Either way, I was back. I instantly wrote to the Skype group and my gf, to get some grip on reality. Right after that, I did a banishing ritual a few times, until my energy calmed itself. I could still feel energy through my body, but the phasing was getting slower.
Went and made 4 eggs soon after, when I felt I wouldn't fall through the floor. 5 in the morning, and I'm making eggs. Thanks curiosity and DMSI
Message of the story - be very, VERY careful of your curiosity. While I believe this was needed for me and was possibly asked for by my subconscious (hence, the big desire I felt), if you don't feel the same but you feel JUST curiosity - FOLLOW THE GODDAMN INSTRUCTIONS.
They are there for a reason.
Feeling very raw right now, and just ate nearly 500 grams of pasta to ground myself a little more.
Good thing Shannon put in some limiting safety modules for this, otherwise I might have popped up in Harry Potter's house, or even worse, in the Game of Thrones universe
If you can take away one thing from my experience, its this - listen to Shannon's instructions, because, even if there are unbelievably powerful safety modules (thanks Shannon), you might burn your energy circuits and your astral body.. or end up in Frodo's fireplace.
P.S Kalmah, I'll privately message you about joining the group.
Well..
A lot of shit happened.
A lot.
Being my curious self, I've figured to do something very bad - go against Shannon's instructions and run double loops of A hybrid flac.
Of course, I knew that I'll get hit by big resistance, probably depression that will last for days, or something similar.
But, I've always found that I'm willing to go through such states for faster and greater growth.
Plus, I figured it would have been useful for Shannon. Some people have to experiment with such things, right?
Well, let me tell you something..
DO NOT FUCKING RUN DOUBLE LOOPS.
I am completely serious. The shit that happened was craaaaazy. Exercise EXTREME caution if you decide to run double loops of DMSI 3.1.
Now, for me, I've had this urge to run double loops for like 4 days. So, I believe my subconscious manifested this so I can evolve faster and further.
If that is the case.. then, consider it. If its for pure curiosity, don't. Trust me.
What happened, you ask?
Well, I went to sleep.. soon after, I woke up in the astral. Skeptics, bear with me. I know the difference between the astral, dreams, and reality. This was definitely the astral.
There is the accompanying sense of fuzzy reality that I experienced when I had OBE's.
I was paralyzed though, lying on my bed. Keep in mind, this is the astral body we are talking about. It was similar to sleep paralysis - every movement required huge mental effort.
Automatically, I did my banishing ritual mentally. If you're in the astral, it works faster and more easily than in the physical, I've found. But, that's not the main.. interesting.. part, of this story.
What was most interesting was, that as I lifted my right hand, I noticed that it was PHASING in and out of existence.
Literally disappearing and re-appearing. As time went on, it was getting faster, to the point i literally saw faint traces of it, like just a black silhoutte of my hand. I'm not even talking about the energy that's been coursing through my body.
It felt like phasing/vibration with slight electricity.
What I realized soon was.. it was happening to my whole body. Parts of my head would phase out of existence, as well as legs, stomach, chest, you name it. Sometimes nearly everything.
As it was happening, I felt myself phasing faster and faster and faster, until I hit a point where I started screaming. I rose up slightly from my lying position, and saw this electric barrier around me, saving me from phasing out completely.
Keep in mind, this is the astral realm that we are talking about. I was PHASING OUT of the ASTRAL.
It felt something like this (if you're curious, I think this is from hunterXhunter, but I never watched it, so don't take my word for it
).It felt like that, but also much more.. dense. Like a very tough, multilayered fence.
I believe the fact that I rose up off the bed, might have been the point where I was going to phase into some other place, but the electric fence stopped me.
I admit, I am curious what was on the other side. Like, on one hand, I'm really fucking curious.. on the other hand, I do feel slightly scared of it.. but fuck am I curious, lol.
So, I hit the electric fence, and felt the friction between it and my astral body. I was screaming at the top of my lungs, think this -
Though it was more because "HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT" not because I'm a cool ass motherfucker.
After that ended, I fell wimply back on my bed, and called for help from my roommate. What I wanted? Someone just to check up on me
.. and probably for food. After that, I managed to "wake" myself back into my physical body. I felt as if my physical body was phasing in and out of existence, but it didn't, it stayed. So much energy. I wouldn't be surprised if my astral body was in fact my physical body just over-amped on energy, but there are conflicting views on this (I for one, believe that it might be possible to do that.. others, say it's not.. I need to do more studying on this subject
). Either way, I was back. I instantly wrote to the Skype group and my gf, to get some grip on reality. Right after that, I did a banishing ritual a few times, until my energy calmed itself. I could still feel energy through my body, but the phasing was getting slower.
Went and made 4 eggs soon after, when I felt I wouldn't fall through the floor.
5 in the morning, and I'm making eggs. Thanks curiosity and DMSI Message of the story - be very, VERY careful of your curiosity. While I believe this was needed for me and was possibly asked for by my subconscious (hence, the big desire I felt), if you don't feel the same but you feel JUST curiosity - FOLLOW THE GODDAMN INSTRUCTIONS.
They are there for a reason.
Feeling very raw right now, and just ate nearly 500 grams of pasta to ground myself a little more.
Good thing Shannon put in some limiting safety modules for this, otherwise I might have popped up in Harry Potter's house, or even worse, in the Game of Thrones universe
If you can take away one thing from my experience, its this - listen to Shannon's instructions, because, even if there are unbelievably powerful safety modules (thanks Shannon), you might burn your energy circuits and your astral body.. or end up in Frodo's fireplace
. P.S Kalmah, I'll privately message you about joining the group.
