DMSI 3.1 and MLS exploration - Ascension to ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)hood

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I'm so happy for you!! A few days ago you were in doubt DMSI was even working and now you have 2 girls fighting over you!!

http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-8279-p...#pid146616

2 girls basically fought over me tonight.

Don't get bent out of shape that they made you pick which one to sit with. The advice Shannon gave you comes with experience and from the experience of other's that are willing to be your Mentor.

Thanks 4k! Actually, i'm far from bent out of shape. I recognize that I'm a total novice with women (though i'm sure as hell light years ahead of where i was in 2014!), and the advice Shannon gave is golden. I have learned to discern between good advice and bad advice when it comes to women. And being humble enough to admit i suck with women is what keeps me open to learning.

but yeah we're going far and fast in 3.0.1a. haha

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I was asked by an attractive female friend of mine if i wanted to hang out on saturday night, but i told her i was going on a date and that i was preoccupied. *segway to next topic*

This girl i matched on tinder turned out to be a nut case, and she basically disqualified herself from our date on saturday. I "dodged a bullet on that one" according to a friend. *un-segway back to previous topic*

So I texted the attractive female friend "AFF" and said "The girl for this date got too weird on me. So I'm not gonna meet her Saturday. LET'S HANG"

I ended up seeing her 2 and a half hours later, and she says out loud, in front of 4 other guys in our social circle "I BUSTED OUT LAUGHING SO HARD WHEN YOU SENT THAT MESSAGE about that girl!" and then she proceeded to tell one of our other friends the story of how i had a date, then it got weird, and then i said to AFF let's hang, but all the while showing a high level of attraction towards me and "orbiting" me.

then i proceeded to say something along the lines of "YEAH THAT BITCH got weird! so i hit you up and was like 'let's f*** [WTF DID I JUST SAY! LEMME REPHRASE THAT] f***it, let's hang!'"

was that a freudian slip?? i had to check myself a few minutes later and ask myself if i really accidentally said "let's f***" instead of "f*** it let's hang!". couldn't believe those words came out of my mouth by "accident" (autopilot), and i was so quick to "correctly say what i meant" that i played it off like a complete pro.

Well, one thing is becoming apparent to me. any potential "best friend zone" i have possibly been placed in, by 4 of the 5 girls who have done so, is seeming to be undone. the only one who hasn't shown any possible signs of un-best-friend-zoning me ist he one who i haven't seen in over a month, but we're in contact daily, and we are meeting next week sometime (aura should be in full force by then bwahahahaha, and she's the hottest of the 5)

things i haven't realized are worth mentioning until lately:
--i have a RAVENOUS hunger that is insatiable i think about food so damn much. i'm 20 pounds underweight as it is. so maybe the food isn't just going to power the aura, it's to put me at an ideal weight
--also having this "sensation" in the groin area. similar sensation to the first time i ever turned on e2 and felt a "sensation" at my temples.
--one on one communication is becoming much better, especially with attractive women.
-- productivity seems to waver. sometimes i'm freaking useless at work. other times i'm finishing 3 hours worth of work in 20 minutes and having excess time to goof off and do this forum (like i'm doing now LOL)
--light hearted as F***. it's impossible for me to take anything too seriously, including the fact that i'm forced to live on the floor of my dad's living room due to unexpected life events that made this a reality
--experiencing a stronger bond with my male friends; this is a completely unexpected side effect, but i'm welcoming it. Strong masculine friendships are just as useful for me as fun and light (attractive) female friendships.

[Lucius]

then i proceeded to say something along the lines of "YEAH THAT BITCH got weird! so i hit you up and was like 'let's f*** [WTF DID I JUST SAY! LEMME REPHRASE THAT] f***it, let's hang!'"

was that a freudian slip?? i had to check myself a few minutes later and ask myself if i really accidentally said "let's f***" instead of "f*** it let's hang!". couldn't believe those words came out of my mouth by "accident" (autopilot), and i was so quick to "correctly say what i meant" that i played it off like a complete pro.

I laughed so hard at this! I wish I was there to witness the look on your faces.

[SargeMaximus]

then i proceeded to say something along the lines of "YEAH THAT BITCH got weird! so i hit you up and was like 'let's f*** [WTF DID I JUST SAY! LEMME REPHRASE THAT] f***it, let's hang!'"

Lol, I've done this before on 2.4. I was at the gym and was frustrated doing my exercises for whatever reason.

There was a girl I was eyeballing but she wouldn't pay attention to me and as if by auto-pilot, when she went past me (as I was finished my exercise) I let out a frustrated "F*ck me!"

It could have been taken either way, but I wonder if she got the message.

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then i proceeded to say something along the lines of "YEAH THAT BITCH got weird! so i hit you up and was like 'let's f*** [WTF DID I JUST SAY! LEMME REPHRASE THAT] f***it, let's hang!'"

was that a freudian slip?? i had to check myself a few minutes later and ask myself if i really accidentally said "let's f***" instead of "f*** it let's hang!". couldn't believe those words came out of my mouth by "accident" (autopilot), and i was so quick to "correctly say what i meant" that i played it off like a complete pro.

I laughed so hard at this! I wish I was there to witness the look on your faces.

LOL I KNOW RIGHT i can't believe that actually happened. reminds me of 2 days ago, when i was talking to L about our future rooming situation (gonna get an apartment together in a few months) she asked me if i was still down to do it, because it seems like i keep changing my mind about it... and the words out of my mouth was "don't worry, there's nobody i'd rather be with than you". WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I meant "there's nobody i'd rather room with than you"

but the way i said what i said was like a smooth operator player, giving NO F***s about anything. lol.

what was her response you may ask?

"okay, good!"

[4Kingdoms]

Thanks 4k! Actually, i'm far from bent out of shape.

Okay, maybe I was a little too dramatic with my wording. At least I'm not having any freudian slips... great save by the way!!

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It's Friday night and I'm in bed by 9:30. WTF HAPPENED TO ETERNITYS_CHILD?!?!?!?!?!

Well I hung out with dad today. We went out to eat. Kids were DIHLing me like nothing I've ever seen. There was this 3 year old sitting with the family next to us. As they got up to leave, the kid waved to me and said "bye!" The two kids at the table behind us were staring at me like they were watching their favorite TV show.

Oh and the mom of the 3 year old next to us..... she started talking to her husband about something that was on the SAME topic me and my dad were talking about, and she was complaining to her husband about how he is guilty of "never being home and always working". I was talking to my dad about help making a decision on whether I want to work at a job for good money that I hate, and get stuck in the rat race vs getting a job that doesn't pay much but offers more freedom and flexibility and is something I absolutely love to do on planet earth. I think she was trying to get my attention with what she was saying

And then AFF called me thirty minutes ago, responding to my text I sent 4 hrs ago asking what we're doing tomorrow. She said "I know what we're gonna do tomorrow! !!!"

I asked "what!!!!"
She hesitated.....
Me: that's OK keep it secret until tomorrow!
Her:yeah I'm on the bus and too many people around so I can't say it but I'll tell you my master plan tomorrow!!!!!
Me: OKAY I'LL SEE U TOMORROW



God, is this really me? Sitting in my skin? She makes me feel like a celebrity, even without dmsi but ON dmsi, there's like a layer of "formality" that's somewhat removed and it's more sensual/seductive than before. But the restaurant experience. ...... now that was a NEW experience that I am NOT used to. I'm used to getting hits in public but the level I experienced today was beyond comparison. Holy krap I wonder how version B will be!!!! *must*resist*urge*to*avoid*clearing****

[Shannon]

You want the B, huh? You want the B? You can't handle the B!

lol

[CatMan]

You want the B, huh? You want the B? You can't handle the B!

lol

Right there with you on that quote, lmao! Great movie too.

[eternity]

Don't yell at me, I'm sensitive =(

I know I can't handle the B. And neither can she it's why she's getting the D instead

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Just ate at IHOP with my mom. Server treated us very well, but my mom decided to not leave a tip which outraged me (even if a server sucks, I tip them out of pity because it's not right a human has to work for slave labor). So I left the tip.

I saw one of the girls working there peep over at me whenever she could. I made eye contact with her once and I saw her slowly sidestep into the kitchen as if she knew she just got caught doing something she shouldn't have been doing. It was actually kind of cute

She could not handle the A.

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Shannon, this is the social discourse that happened the other night with the girl who auto disqualified herself.

Her : Nothing lol hope yesterday didn't make things awkward....

Me: It's why I don't like to text before the first date =)

Her: ......why don't you....? Is it because things become awkward or...? Lol

Her: I guess? Okay lol

Me: No, it's because there's a chance for the other person to lose interest before the first meeting. It's scientific the way people work, despite what anyone says.

Her: Lol are you losing interest?

Her : It's okay if you are....lol

*by this point, I'm sick of being interrogated and just want to stop answering questions, and meet on sat*

Me: I'm still down to meet Saturday

Her: That's great but now I'm curious lol

Her: Are you losing interest?

Me: Let's just put it this way. It doesn't matter if I did or didn't; I'm still willing to meet you on Saturday so I can understand who you are, before it's fair for me to make a judgment of your character either positively or negatively. So I can't answer your question, until I know you. Did it make things awkward? Yes. But I'm also awkward as hell, but I own that shit to the point where it is who I am, and idgaf how awkward I am lol

Her: Well I'm thinking of right now...from the last 15 minutes up to now, are you losing interest?

I will still meet you because you seem like fun,but I'm just curious. Because why are you losing interest? You did ask me why my day sucked last night and I told you...? So I mean....I guess.

So from the past, now, 17 minutes ago to now, are you losing interest? lol I'm awkward as hell too and I love it

Her: I'm honestly..just curious lmaooo not angry or anything just curious

Her: Know what? I'll save you the stress. Let's not meet. Hope you have a good one

**end of story**

Didn't even think it was relevant to post it here until a friend mentioned how non needy and alpha it is due to the fact that I didn't respond after that, didn't try to explain my perspective, my thoughts, my opinion. ... my mindset was that I was actually willing to give this girl a chance, even after it got slightly awkward but that shenanigan just went over the top for me......... and I don't have the patience to give her another chance when she's displayed her drama queen tendencies, and I'm not trying to have any or that in my life.

******also this is the same interaction I told AFF about, and who I am going to meet tonight instead. Here is the discourse between us. (Attached). I'm blue she's yellow

[kalmah0804]

It's Friday night and I'm in bed by 9:30. WTF HAPPENED TO ETERNITYS_CHILD?!?!?!?!?!

Well I hung out with dad today. We went out to eat. Kids were DIHLing me like nothing I've ever seen. There was this 3 year old sitting with the family next to us. As they got up to leave, the kid waved to me and said "bye!" The two kids at the table behind us were staring at me like they were watching their favorite TV show.

Oh and the mom of the 3 year old next to us..... she started talking to her husband about something that was on the SAME topic me and my dad were talking about, and she was complaining to her husband about how he is guilty of "never being home and always working". I was talking to my dad about help making a decision on whether I want to work at a job for good money that I hate, and get stuck in the rat race vs getting a job that doesn't pay much but offers more freedom and flexibility and is something I absolutely love to do on planet earth. I think she was trying to get my attention with what she was saying

And then AFF called me thirty minutes ago, responding to my text I sent 4 hrs ago asking what we're doing tomorrow. She said "I know what we're gonna do tomorrow! !!!"

I asked "what!!!!"
She hesitated.....
Me: that's OK keep it secret until tomorrow!
Her:yeah I'm on the bus and too many people around so I can't say it but I'll tell you my master plan tomorrow!!!!!
Me: OKAY I'LL SEE U TOMORROW



God, is this really me? Sitting in my skin? She makes me feel like a celebrity, even without dmsi but ON dmsi, there's like a layer of "formality" that's somewhat removed and it's more sensual/seductive than before. But the restaurant experience. ...... now that was a NEW experience that I am NOT used to. I'm used to getting hits in public but the level I experienced today was beyond comparison. Holy krap I wonder how version B will be!!!! *must*resist*urge*to*avoid*clearing****

Goddamn. I remember when you started these subs, and now you're getting hella female attention. DMSI3.01 must really be that strong. Are you still a virgin (I hope you don't mind me asking)? I know you ran some LTU, AM6, and WM3 in the past. I'm currently kind of still stuck with the same BS problems I started out with 2.5 years ago. Kind of feeling like switching to DMSI and ASC to address my biggest problems: Lack of ladyfolk appreciation and lack of inner self confidence/self esteem. How many days of running DMSI3 did it take you to notice results from girls? Do you find that the new DMSI has been helping you with confidence/positive feelings in other parts of your life, as well? Or is it really just making you ooze raw sexuality and nothing more?

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She bailed on me. Lol. After telling me twice not to bail