12-22-2016, 12:39 PM
Thanks for the comments Shannon and Travis.
Day 10
I am really getting my ass kicked. I just hope it's the sub working and not communicating with this girl I am set to see on the 10 th of Jan. Got up this morning at about 4;35am so angry I couldn't sleep. Worked out,didn't help. Went to the store..nothing. Got back and listed to dmsi for 3 loops.
In that time I went from Angry as hell when I started. 2 hours in I felt everything was ok. She and I could fine someway to make it work or if she went with some other guy cool didn't bother me. No sicking,painful stomach shit like I would normally get when I think about her with someone else. But by the end of the run it ALL fell apart. I was CRAZY DEPRESSED,the I don't want to live kind. I hope this is DMSI working some DEEP shit out because I don't know how much more of this I can take. I am also short with EVERYONE even my dog. That's messed up for me I love my dog.
Day 10
I am really getting my ass kicked. I just hope it's the sub working and not communicating with this girl I am set to see on the 10 th of Jan. Got up this morning at about 4;35am so angry I couldn't sleep. Worked out,didn't help. Went to the store..nothing. Got back and listed to dmsi for 3 loops.
In that time I went from Angry as hell when I started. 2 hours in I felt everything was ok. She and I could fine someway to make it work or if she went with some other guy cool didn't bother me. No sicking,painful stomach shit like I would normally get when I think about her with someone else. But by the end of the run it ALL fell apart. I was CRAZY DEPRESSED,the I don't want to live kind. I hope this is DMSI working some DEEP shit out because I don't know how much more of this I can take. I am also short with EVERYONE even my dog. That's messed up for me I love my dog.
