08-19-2016, 01:11 PM
(This post was last modified: 08-20-2016, 03:29 AM by OberynMartell.)
Anxiously awaiting v2.3! Had a week of 'rest' from the sub, although still a lot of signs that I improved a lot during the last couple of months. Things that changed for me:
-Easy talking to girls, just having fun without a goal in my head
-When talking to them, no topic is off limit
-Feel calmer in my head, was always a bit chaotic
-Edit:-
-Stopped watching porn, used to look everyday, now I don't even think about it (Read it in another post, reminded me of my own, completely forgot about it)
-Not ashamed to be myself any more
That last point feels life changing for me. I never felt good being the center of attention, because I had fears of people mocking me. That happened a lot during my childhood, so I got really reserved trying to blend in and make people NOT notice me. Now, I'm the life of the party, people flock around me.
For the REAL goal of the program, I had a couple of chances with some girls to get laid...however, the girl I'm dating was always there with me. And always criticizing those girls. Last weekend this girl came up to me and we had a fun conversation, like I said, no topic off limit, so we talked a lot about sex. She kept touching me, hitting my arm while laughing. Actually...I'm scared of v2.3...will this keep getting better? We will see
-Easy talking to girls, just having fun without a goal in my head
-When talking to them, no topic is off limit
-Feel calmer in my head, was always a bit chaotic
-Edit:-
-Stopped watching porn, used to look everyday, now I don't even think about it (Read it in another post, reminded me of my own, completely forgot about it)
-Not ashamed to be myself any more
That last point feels life changing for me. I never felt good being the center of attention, because I had fears of people mocking me. That happened a lot during my childhood, so I got really reserved trying to blend in and make people NOT notice me. Now, I'm the life of the party, people flock around me.
For the REAL goal of the program, I had a couple of chances with some girls to get laid...however, the girl I'm dating was always there with me. And always criticizing those girls. Last weekend this girl came up to me and we had a fun conversation, like I said, no topic off limit, so we talked a lot about sex. She kept touching me, hitting my arm while laughing. Actually...I'm scared of v2.3...will this keep getting better? We will see
"It is a big and beautiful world. Most of us live and die in the same corner where we were born and never get to see any of it. I don't want to be most of us.'"
