Starting to get on top of my game. Dealing with many attraction switches. Saw a couple walk on the street which caused a realisation by being slightly agressive. Stop being polite, respectfull or considerative. No need for that. Attraction switches are illogical. To lead slightly violently and agressively and showing intent in your eyes is something im wanting. Feeling overal good and great. Grandiosity and supra confidence mixed with grandeur and being a king/rule4 is a powerfull place to come from and even very resonative and give way for more.
Starting to get more involving and direct. Also having more strong thought of approaching with balls against the walls and clear intent. Like, okay shes hot, shes mine and total cettainty in my skills without outcome dependence, yet at the same time clear sexusl intent, autopilot shit. Its a sense of purpose The world is mine to grasp.
Strong emotional ramp up yesterday with lots of ranting. Ik not here to be proven right or anything like that. It all settles out. This made me feel real in terms of emotional spectrum and strong catering. Matter of time before I fully liberste further and have those inhibitions out of the way. This burst of emotion and drama made me realize how out of tune I am with it. This kind of expression and realness made the lead I have respond stronger and more supplicating and giving a sense of gravitational pull. The thought of women being fixers is something that popped up again.
Talked with another guy who is older then me and slightly charismatic. who has multiple dates going on and he blows off. Im starting to get an sense of standing out more and more like a gravitational magnetic field.
Another girl came into work. 8/10 redhead with green eyes. Eye contact, eyes floating back to me. I can feel the bubble already forming. Fuck her brains out with no circumstance considerstion, rather sniping her. Assume attraction without giving a f#ck. The switch from aloof to involvement takes slowly turns.
Logistics is something to work on. Unwavering confidence.
Starting to get even more extreme in my thoughts.
Starting to get more involving and direct. Also having more strong thought of approaching with balls against the walls and clear intent. Like, okay shes hot, shes mine and total cettainty in my skills without outcome dependence, yet at the same time clear sexusl intent, autopilot shit. Its a sense of purpose The world is mine to grasp.
Strong emotional ramp up yesterday with lots of ranting. Ik not here to be proven right or anything like that. It all settles out. This made me feel real in terms of emotional spectrum and strong catering. Matter of time before I fully liberste further and have those inhibitions out of the way. This burst of emotion and drama made me realize how out of tune I am with it. This kind of expression and realness made the lead I have respond stronger and more supplicating and giving a sense of gravitational pull. The thought of women being fixers is something that popped up again.
Talked with another guy who is older then me and slightly charismatic. who has multiple dates going on and he blows off. Im starting to get an sense of standing out more and more like a gravitational magnetic field.
Another girl came into work. 8/10 redhead with green eyes. Eye contact, eyes floating back to me. I can feel the bubble already forming. Fuck her brains out with no circumstance considerstion, rather sniping her. Assume attraction without giving a f#ck. The switch from aloof to involvement takes slowly turns.
Logistics is something to work on. Unwavering confidence.
Starting to get even more extreme in my thoughts.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
