03-24-2017, 03:56 PM
Massive shifts abounds. Intent is sexy. Bs falls away. Unconvering attachment, to much giving a fuck and validation seeking turning me more extreme and into an asshole. Being aloof is good yet notice still frame slippings. DAOS is a great program. Still feel obliged in ways subconsciously which in turn shifts and clears up. (GSF clearing?)
Total play on going on.
Talked with a friend about dominant frames and how he plainly ignores. Got more game then realized. Im all about sexual intent and spiking emotions aswell as holding power. Also reading more about shittests which in turn can make me more needy and weary. Him talking shedded some light and brought some stuff up such as eye locking, teasing,holding power while she is on the edge of begging to be fucked, continuous arousal and orgasmic states and even brought up the "pregnancy roleplay" described in sex god method.
Vulnerability and openness is a thing and new exploration. Holding back is power. My voice changes lots now and gets really charismatic. Im also mastering communication and control over clear intent and speech. Vulnerability allowing opens up a huge place to tap into.
If shes not on my dick then its that. Non investment. I dont care if "losing her" gaining deeper connection with primal stuff and switches. Something strong and powerfull it is yet making sense.
Had also a complete in the moment collective experience of communication including synchronicity and "mind reading" nothing but that existed.
Oh I love going aloof and then going in the territory when she asks if we are still good.
Total play on going on.
Talked with a friend about dominant frames and how he plainly ignores. Got more game then realized. Im all about sexual intent and spiking emotions aswell as holding power. Also reading more about shittests which in turn can make me more needy and weary. Him talking shedded some light and brought some stuff up such as eye locking, teasing,holding power while she is on the edge of begging to be fucked, continuous arousal and orgasmic states and even brought up the "pregnancy roleplay" described in sex god method.
Vulnerability and openness is a thing and new exploration. Holding back is power. My voice changes lots now and gets really charismatic. Im also mastering communication and control over clear intent and speech. Vulnerability allowing opens up a huge place to tap into.
If shes not on my dick then its that. Non investment. I dont care if "losing her" gaining deeper connection with primal stuff and switches. Something strong and powerfull it is yet making sense.
Had also a complete in the moment collective experience of communication including synchronicity and "mind reading" nothing but that existed.
Oh I love going aloof and then going in the territory when she asks if we are still good.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
