Strong uprooting already. Feeling very weary of manipulation and shut off. It means nothing to me yet throws me into a slight depression. Yet my drive pushes fucking through.
Been stared at already. Creepy old women gtfo.
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focus shift. reaction seeking, validation seeking and permission seeking further destroyed, its actually behaviour. its not asshole game, its rather just that as it is. being me, being this. get the experience, get the reference. its a freeing feeling, facing the inner chodeness, i take the sour stuff for granted now, its all part of the change as it is. aloof acting with this current girl is actually ramping up attraction, less falling into habit and routine, just get her wondering, fucking her and what not. not fucked her is no obligation, fucking her, there is no obligation. im acknowledging this right now as in wanting to fuck her, getting inside the girl.
Its all about the fun. its about non availability, massive insights and shifts taking place. be the source, be your own ecosystem.
Fuck around basically. Let it go. Minimal. Doing nothing might be the best way after all.
Been stared at already. Creepy old women gtfo.
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focus shift. reaction seeking, validation seeking and permission seeking further destroyed, its actually behaviour. its not asshole game, its rather just that as it is. being me, being this. get the experience, get the reference. its a freeing feeling, facing the inner chodeness, i take the sour stuff for granted now, its all part of the change as it is. aloof acting with this current girl is actually ramping up attraction, less falling into habit and routine, just get her wondering, fucking her and what not. not fucked her is no obligation, fucking her, there is no obligation. im acknowledging this right now as in wanting to fuck her, getting inside the girl.
Its all about the fun. its about non availability, massive insights and shifts taking place. be the source, be your own ecosystem.
Fuck around basically. Let it go. Minimal. Doing nothing might be the best way after all.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
