I'm doing a bit of grounding myself... for the no sexual tension part, you have to remember that just watching videos won't do much, you need to channel your (sexual) energy towards building that.
You might have some (emotional) blocks in that area of your life, sexuality.
How do you clear them?
Maybe somebody more expert than me could lay down all the process for you: at the moment I'm winging it, but journaling and having a strong intention helps a lot.
(You may even argue that a genuine intention - a deep burning desire to handle this - is all that matters in the end.)
Also, I guess OGSF may help.
P.S. Shannon, how are we doing with LTU 3.1? Come on come on come on
Edit: I just realized you're doing AM 6 which has OGSF included, so you should be all set
You might have some (emotional) blocks in that area of your life, sexuality.
How do you clear them?
Maybe somebody more expert than me could lay down all the process for you: at the moment I'm winging it, but journaling and having a strong intention helps a lot.
(You may even argue that a genuine intention - a deep burning desire to handle this - is all that matters in the end.)
Also, I guess OGSF may help.
P.S. Shannon, how are we doing with LTU 3.1? Come on come on come on
Edit: I just realized you're doing AM 6 which has OGSF included, so you should be all set
All fear is illusion.