Concious and Unconcious effort journal

[batman]

yeyy...the resistance over this morning. since listening to subs, i can tell whether the day is a resistance kind of day or euphoric go getter day and that based on my feeling after i woke up.
if its resistance day, i feel all this lazy feelin, or a feeling of un-easy in my chest like something is stuck there and i cant get it out. but when its euphoric kinda day, i felt it in my head where everything is clear like everyone else.

but sometimes the resistance can turn around into a feel good day if there was a inspiring event happened in that day. like this morning i felt bad about my day since i woke up late for work. then i read the news about japanese people that strugling with current natural disaster. the news said that the japanese never ever whining about what happened to them. the believe of never giving up were seeded ever since they were litle by the parents. and i stood there like a crybaby whining about my day gone bad because of the resistance while the japanese experiencing 1.000.000x pain more than me and not whining about it. and i got my revelation there...then the day change from there...and just by writing this post...i think the resistance can change when theres gratitude...
well, i might try that one when the resistance come in the future...overall today is a great day.