03-09-2011, 05:34 AM
hahahah, its been a month since i post in this forum. so ill give a brief information hows alpha male workin in my life. last week i think is the worst day of my life. i had a big fight with my parents because i said to them that i hate them and they raise me wrong all my life. and i blame them for all the bad things hapened in my life...after that i realized and i apologized to them.
i dont see any luck with having women coming to my life, but im grateful that i hook up with my friend with benefit. So i dont feel needy everytime. and im focusing on my work all this time.
When the resistance came, my whole day is ruined. but im trying to push through everytime it hapened. i had a revelation everytime the resistance is over, such as 'success people focus on their goal no matter what', for me, i used to be a cry baby, i used to make excuses for not doing things whenever i dont 'feel good'.
well, i guess thats it for today. i just finished stage 1 and now continueing on stage 2 on this date and finished on 7th april.
i dont see any luck with having women coming to my life, but im grateful that i hook up with my friend with benefit. So i dont feel needy everytime. and im focusing on my work all this time.
When the resistance came, my whole day is ruined. but im trying to push through everytime it hapened. i had a revelation everytime the resistance is over, such as 'success people focus on their goal no matter what', for me, i used to be a cry baby, i used to make excuses for not doing things whenever i dont 'feel good'.
well, i guess thats it for today. i just finished stage 1 and now continueing on stage 2 on this date and finished on 7th april.
go east...go west...im the best...forget the rest.. 
