this past three days has been getting on my nerves...i read in wildflowers journal that the resistance tend to kickin after 4-5 days. man, it was trouble. i couldnt get my head straight...got all this bad self talk about me not good enough at work. and i get irritated so easily with other people. i guess this is the resistance cause by the BASE im using...
and i felt tired like never before...and for the first time in 1.5 month i skipped my p90x workout because of it. i thought that the resistance is a walk in a park...but it turns out the other way around. all i want to do is just lay in my bed. im also in a state of stress now...and put any food thats on my sight into my mouth...
and last night was the first time i listened to the alpha and i got weird scary dreams..i had a dream fighting 3 ghost...lol...i literally punch them in the face...that dream is scary and woke up because of it and afraid of going to bed.
and i felt tired like never before...and for the first time in 1.5 month i skipped my p90x workout because of it. i thought that the resistance is a walk in a park...but it turns out the other way around. all i want to do is just lay in my bed. im also in a state of stress now...and put any food thats on my sight into my mouth...
and last night was the first time i listened to the alpha and i got weird scary dreams..i had a dream fighting 3 ghost...lol...i literally punch them in the face...that dream is scary and woke up because of it and afraid of going to bed.
go east...go west...im the best...forget the rest.. 
