Concious and Unconcious effort journal

[batman]

and i forgot that i bought the digital morphine BE, the reason i bought this was because i use drugs for recreational use A.K.A running away from problems. i like the feeling of ecstasy and other drugs that pump up you energy kind of thing and these drugs really go well with trance music.

i never tried morphine before so i cant dont know how it feels like if you are high on morphine. but when using the digital morphine BE, it was really profound. i wasnt able to move easily and it felt like im was sleep but my mind isnt (this phenomena explained in the instruction). i feel too relaxed and i dont even want to move, lol, and my mind is definitely very very very very very open to suggestion! how do i know that? its because i told my mind to feel the feeling of high on ecstasy, and it DID!. if i want to imagine that im having sex with someone, suddenly i can see the women, hear the moaning, and feel the girls coochie in my pee pee. i thought WOW...this is weird. well, im looking forward for this experience next week.

@Shannon, you are crazy shannon to be able to make this stuff. make more drug BE please...hehehe.