09-07-2017, 06:48 AM
Guys, I picked up UD last night. Various reasons.
1. Money. I had enough for UD, not enough for DMSI.
2. Not a primary reason, but Shannon admits DMSI hits stuff people are scared s***less over.
3. These are my primary motives: the scripting along with the newer technology.
He has LTU, Everything is Possible, Overcome Fear of Failure (which is huge for me), plus End Clutter, Get Organized. I've read the script for LTU many times, and I've desired to "live up" to that level. I didn't jump on it while in 5G format since it might be slow, and I was already doing E2 at the time.
But I jumped on this since the newer technology means it'll soak in much sooner and much easier. I knew/know DMSI will hit right into the core relational issues, and it .......scared me, being truthful. I wished to use UD to reap some of the benefits I've tasted on E2, like the positive emotional buzz of "everything is Ok!!", which I experienced once clearly with E2.
I will likely jump into DMSI in 3 months though. A step at a time :-)
But overcoming fear of failure is a big reason too for picking up UD. From finances to relationships, I've clung to my fears, hoping I'd find some old emotional safe spot by avoiding the risks associated or (imagined catastrophes) possible. US is in the skeleton too. The End Clutter, Get Organized script is a nice jewel I'm liking to since my room shows evidence of life-long cluttering and procrastination :-). Seeking a bit of "doing better" showing in a cleaner room.
When I first looked at UD, I thought it was just physical detoxing. I've done, and do, personal detoxing rituals daily, but assuming it was focused on that made me cynical. But finding Shannon explaining that detoxing is much, much more than just physical was a relief. I've spent months on health forums, and I even used a clean diet to try to hide from my life's emotional bad choices ("if I can control my food, I'll feel ok with myself"). It made food my new "drug of choice" for a while. It wasn't a pleasant realization for me at the time.
So, I'll be on this for at least 3 months, if not longer. I'm doing my second run already, and I'm wondering "if" I'll be hit by a wave of fatigue. Not yet. But I do look forward to the increased hunger since I only weigh 145 :-). Feeding myself healthily always makes me feel good emotionally.
1. Money. I had enough for UD, not enough for DMSI.
2. Not a primary reason, but Shannon admits DMSI hits stuff people are scared s***less over.
3. These are my primary motives: the scripting along with the newer technology.
He has LTU, Everything is Possible, Overcome Fear of Failure (which is huge for me), plus End Clutter, Get Organized. I've read the script for LTU many times, and I've desired to "live up" to that level. I didn't jump on it while in 5G format since it might be slow, and I was already doing E2 at the time.
But I jumped on this since the newer technology means it'll soak in much sooner and much easier. I knew/know DMSI will hit right into the core relational issues, and it .......scared me, being truthful. I wished to use UD to reap some of the benefits I've tasted on E2, like the positive emotional buzz of "everything is Ok!!", which I experienced once clearly with E2.
I will likely jump into DMSI in 3 months though. A step at a time :-)
But overcoming fear of failure is a big reason too for picking up UD. From finances to relationships, I've clung to my fears, hoping I'd find some old emotional safe spot by avoiding the risks associated or (imagined catastrophes) possible. US is in the skeleton too. The End Clutter, Get Organized script is a nice jewel I'm liking to since my room shows evidence of life-long cluttering and procrastination :-). Seeking a bit of "doing better" showing in a cleaner room.
When I first looked at UD, I thought it was just physical detoxing. I've done, and do, personal detoxing rituals daily, but assuming it was focused on that made me cynical. But finding Shannon explaining that detoxing is much, much more than just physical was a relief. I've spent months on health forums, and I even used a clean diet to try to hide from my life's emotional bad choices ("if I can control my food, I'll feel ok with myself"). It made food my new "drug of choice" for a while. It wasn't a pleasant realization for me at the time.
So, I'll be on this for at least 3 months, if not longer. I'm doing my second run already, and I'm wondering "if" I'll be hit by a wave of fatigue. Not yet. But I do look forward to the increased hunger since I only weigh 145 :-). Feeding myself healthily always makes me feel good emotionally.
I want to be FREE!
