10-08-2016, 01:19 PM
Yesterday while listening to my playlist of 5 loops I forgot to remove the looping on VLC. So after the 5th loop it started again while I was sleeping.
So while sleeping I got a big nightmare of resistance waking me up. This was only after 20 mins after the 5th loop. It's been a very long time that I saw such a reaction from a subliminal because I woke up yelling “no!!!!” It's some kind of dream with some kind of rope tightening on me.
Last time I had that was during AM5 stage 4 I think, around 3 years ago. I woke up in my apartment yelling because I thought a snake was on me but it was just my headset.
Now I don't know if this resistance was due to the fact that I was listening too much or because I really resisted the sub well before that 6th loop. I have developed some very good ability with my subconscious to wake me up when something is wrong, for example when I was listening with my headset before, I would wake up each time it fell off. And when it didn't fell off I would never wake up. So I'm not sure there.
Today I was more tired, and I'm stiff tired right now, I have an headache right now.
I went in town today I didn't notice more things besides my behavior seems to be even more bad ass. Around me I didn't notice females giving me more attention that would confirm me that DMSI is doing something yet. Problem is that people look at me all the time now since I did SM3 so I can't say if there were more or less. But there wasn't anything out of norm yet though people are reacting differently to me.
One thing that could be a hit though is that when I went to a phone store 2 women working there asked me if I need anything I told them “no just looking”. Then one asked me if I would answer a questionnaire, so I did. At the end I told her the questions are a bit weird and she went red, her skin was a bit dark but it wasn't very visible to me. I ignore her though as she wasn't my age and not attractive to me. So after that questionnaire she let me go, and I went to check the phone again. And the other woman asked me again if I need anything. So it seems there were attached to me. I went there a lot of time before, like at least 30 times and I never had such treatment. Could be their boss but I don't think so.
I noticed my body language have changed a lot though, from my posture to the way I talk and behave, the way I walk, this reminded me BIABW a bit. I think it was yesterday I was thinking about how sexy I am and I have regular thought like that. it seems while looking at me or when I touch my cloth. Also each time I sleep I noticed that there is music playing in my mind all the time, I notice it more just before sleeping, it's really an unusual feeling, I know when I'm going to sleep usually as I trained myself with hypnosis a lot before. But this feeling I get since using DMSI wasn't there before.
So while sleeping I got a big nightmare of resistance waking me up. This was only after 20 mins after the 5th loop. It's been a very long time that I saw such a reaction from a subliminal because I woke up yelling “no!!!!” It's some kind of dream with some kind of rope tightening on me.
Last time I had that was during AM5 stage 4 I think, around 3 years ago. I woke up in my apartment yelling because I thought a snake was on me but it was just my headset.
Now I don't know if this resistance was due to the fact that I was listening too much or because I really resisted the sub well before that 6th loop. I have developed some very good ability with my subconscious to wake me up when something is wrong, for example when I was listening with my headset before, I would wake up each time it fell off. And when it didn't fell off I would never wake up. So I'm not sure there.
Today I was more tired, and I'm stiff tired right now, I have an headache right now.
I went in town today I didn't notice more things besides my behavior seems to be even more bad ass. Around me I didn't notice females giving me more attention that would confirm me that DMSI is doing something yet. Problem is that people look at me all the time now since I did SM3 so I can't say if there were more or less. But there wasn't anything out of norm yet though people are reacting differently to me.
One thing that could be a hit though is that when I went to a phone store 2 women working there asked me if I need anything I told them “no just looking”. Then one asked me if I would answer a questionnaire, so I did. At the end I told her the questions are a bit weird and she went red, her skin was a bit dark but it wasn't very visible to me. I ignore her though as she wasn't my age and not attractive to me. So after that questionnaire she let me go, and I went to check the phone again. And the other woman asked me again if I need anything. So it seems there were attached to me. I went there a lot of time before, like at least 30 times and I never had such treatment. Could be their boss but I don't think so.
I noticed my body language have changed a lot though, from my posture to the way I talk and behave, the way I walk, this reminded me BIABW a bit. I think it was yesterday I was thinking about how sexy I am and I have regular thought like that. it seems while looking at me or when I touch my cloth. Also each time I sleep I noticed that there is music playing in my mind all the time, I notice it more just before sleeping, it's really an unusual feeling, I know when I'm going to sleep usually as I trained myself with hypnosis a lot before. But this feeling I get since using DMSI wasn't there before.
