CURAGA - Antaeus’ E3 Journal

[Antaeus]

So I have finished my run for three months of E3 as of December 29, 2019. I cannot say that I’ve seen any noticeable resultsbBut overall I feel OK. Just OK. Perhaps I have just not had enough time to think about the results of this program as my mind has mostly been on recovering from the surgery and getting back to work come the end of January.

I have considered doing a run of DMSI but I understand that in some cases I would have to wait 21 days before starting it. Is this the case for E3? Any suggestions?

[Shannon]

I suggest taking a couple weeks off. If you see bloom, wait until it's finished. If not, proceed.

[Antaeus]

So it’s been almost three full weeks since I finished my 3 month run of E3. So far I don’t notice anything remarkable. I just feel OK. Slightly depressed due to being out of work but that will change soon. Doesn’t mean the sub doesn’t work. Might’ve just needed more time on it.

I am having a thought though. I have been using the ultrasonic sub for almost the entire duration of my run. I have heard that there is a major difference between the masked subliminals and the ultrasonic subs in terms of how gentle they are. Outwardly my personality is pretty timid and it really doesn’t take much for someone to get me to do something however internally I have an intense anger when people try to tell me what to do regarding personal issues in my life. My understanding that I’ve gained from past journals that I’ve read is that those who have resistant personalities should listen more to the masked subs rather than the ultrasonic. I’m starting to wonder if maybe this is the reason I’m not seeing any obvious results. I have read many journals and the evidence is there that these subs to i’m starting to wonder if maybe this is the reason I’m not seeing any obvious results. I have read many journals and the evidence is there that these subs do work. However I’m starting to think that at least for now, my mind is just not very receptive to them. I will not give up on the subs But perhaps some subs I need to spend a little bit more time on but I’m not sure. Perhaps I should focus more on using the masked subs. Shannon I welcome any input that you may have on this.

That being said after much thought I am contemplating making DMSI 3.3.2 my next subliminal. I’m not quite so sure that I want to focus on sex so much as I do want to just improve on my social confidence. It’s not that I necessarily have a problem talking to people as it is that I just feel an overall sense of inadequacy when around certain people. Not blaming those people but more the fact That when I’m around someone I’m attracted to or just someone in general that I admire and wanna talk to,That in adequacy sets in. But anyway getting to the point: this would be my first run of DMSI...Ever. Is there anything in particular that I should be prepared for other than what is on the product page? Would DMSIBe a fairly good sub to address the issues that I just described? Any other advice?

[Antaeus]

So it’s been almost three full weeks since I finished my 3 month run of E3. So far I don’t notice anything remarkable. I just feel OK. Slightly depressed due to being out of work but that will change soon. Doesn’t mean the sub doesn’t work. Might’ve just needed more time on it.

I am having a thought though. I have been using the ultrasonic sub for almost the entire duration of my run. I have heard that there is a major difference between the masked subliminals and the ultrasonic subs in terms of how gentle they are. Outwardly my personality is pretty timid and it really doesn’t take much for someone to get me to do something however internally I have an intense anger when people try to tell me what to do regarding personal issues in my life. My understanding that I’ve gained from past journals that I’ve read is that those who have resistant personalities should listen more to the masked subs rather than the ultrasonic. I’m starting to wonder if maybe this is the reason I’m not seeing any obvious results. I have read many journals and the evidence is there that these subs to i’m starting to wonder if maybe this is the reason I’m not seeing any obvious results. I have read many journals and the evidence is there that these subs do work. However I’m starting to think that at least for now, my mind is just not very receptive to them. I will not give up on the subs  But perhaps  some subs I need to spend a little bit more time on but I’m not sure. Perhaps I should focus more on using the masked subs. Shannon I welcome any input that you may have on this.

That being said after much thought I am contemplating making DMSI 3.3.2 my next subliminal. I’m not quite so sure that I want to focus on sex so much as I do want to just improve on my social confidence. It’s not that I necessarily have a problem talking to people as it is that I just feel an overall sense of inadequacy when around certain people. Not blaming those people but more the fact That when I’m around someone I’m attracted to or just someone in general that I admire and wanna talk to,That in adequacy sets in. But anyway getting to the point: this would be my first run of DMSI...Ever. Is there anything in particular that I should be prepared for other than what is on the product page? Would DMSIBe a fairly good sub to address the issues that I just described? Any other advice?