(03-04-2017, 12:11 PM)mat422 Wrote: I definitely get what you're saying Rayhon. You sound like even before the subliminals you had an awareness of this. Certain people do, I don't know what it is. But I've always compared it to the equivalent of being plugged into the Matrix. Being fed lies your entire life under the guise of them being the truth. It sucks when you're surrounded by people who keep pushing those types of limited realities on you. That's why it's so important to surround yourself with people who are of equal mindset or greater.
I'm not 100 percent sure but I feel like doing LSD and Magic Mushrooms at a young age (13 years old) and DMT later in life helped me become more self aware and less egotistic.
(especially the Shrooms and lsd)
I used to have a tough guy image and want to fight people at school, then I did magic mushrooms and lsd and became friends with everyone at school and completely different person. I was super happy and not egotistic unlike majority of people my age at the time. It really did open up my mind.
I did allot of lsd and shrooms in grade 9 by myself.
and your absolutely right, it's terrible being associated with these people but some of them are my best friends and people I love. I decided to stop talking to them about certain things because they only bring me down. It's sad seeing other peoples fears being projected onto me and they don't realize what they are doing.