CHAOSVRGN (DMSI v2.5)

[chaosvrgn]

No go on the headaches. My head is tight and I'm getting a tension headache. Depression is starting to set in. I'm really stonewalling the fuck out of DMSI and I'm not sure why.

I'm torn. In on hand, there's things I need to handle in my life other than women. In the other hand, I know that this is just resistance being brought up on v2.4's healing modules. They were digging away at some pretty deep issues when I stopped to run v2.5.

I'm giving this a few more weeks, then it's on to something more productive than chasing pussy.

EDIT: Tonight, I'm lowering the volume of the masked track.

[DisneylandUSA]

Hang in there. I am trying to put myself in an atmosphere of Beautiful women; such as: a gym, the beach, shopping malls, restraint arenas... Yet, it doesn't mean I am going to put myself in an arena of hungry lionesses that are 'Gold Diggers.'

[chaosvrgn]

After weeks of eating fairly clean, I just had the most ridiculous, unstoppable cravings and grabbed:

A huge plate of Steak Yakisoba
A giant Wild Cherry Pepsi
A slice of Oreo Ice Cream Pie
Two packs of fruit gummies

WTFWTFWTFWTF

EDIT: This is a weird kind of resistance. It's fluctuating between depression and apathy. New tech coming into play?

[4Kingdoms]

Getting the strong urge to quit DMSI and run BASE + UM. Doesn't feel like depressive resistance though. Subconscious is trying to get me to consciously justify it with, "well, it'll get your life in order, then you can run DMSI v3!"

No go on the headaches. My head is tight and I'm getting a tension headache. Depression is starting to set in. I'm really stonewalling the **** out of DMSI and I'm not sure why.

I'm torn. In on hand, there's things I need to handle in my life other than women. In the other hand, I know that this is just resistance being brought up on v2.4's healing modules. They were digging away at some pretty deep issues when I stopped to run v2.5.

I'm giving this a few more weeks, then it's on to something more productive than chasing pussy.

If you had taken time to read all of the v2.4 journals; one common theme emerged and that was there is more to life than just chasing women. Be honest with yourself (you don't have to share) just be honest with yourself, "Why do you chase pussy?"

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The good news is UM is in BASE 2.1 http://www.subliminal-shop.com/product/b...eneur-2-1/ and it's 5G!! After my break from subliminals with E2, BASE 2.1 was my next choice. Not because I own a business, because I wanted to experience Luck Magnifier and Ultra Success in 5G!!

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In life, if you wait for everything to be right you will wait forever. Stick with DMSI.

Chaos, I think this is more about waiting for everything to be right!! You already have a business, you have a business partner. You both shared a "real moment" about how both of you feel about the future of this business partnership!! Again be honest with yourself, "Why do you chase pussy?" What purpose is that serving you at this crossroads in your life??

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Do I want you to continue with v2.5?? Hell ya, we should experience it together. Is that selfish of me?? Hell no... okay maybe it is. It all comes back to you being honest with Chaos, "Why do you chase pussy?"

[Shawn]

This goes along with the mood swings I experienced.

[chaosvrgn]

Starting to get body resistance again. Around stage 4 of AM6, I started breaking out in these boils that stopped after I finished AM6. Now, I'm breaking out in these weird, large bumps on my back. Started two days ago... just as I started DMSI and began experiencing these mood swings.

Coincidence? Nope.

[apollolux]

A huge plate of Steak Yakisoba

Was it the pre-packaged just-add-water nonsense noodles or did you get a decent plate/bowl from a restaurant?

[FREAK4LIFE]

Grab the pussy!

[chaosvrgn]

A huge plate of Steak Yakisoba

Was it the pre-packaged just-add-water nonsense noodles or did you get a decent plate/bowl from a restaurant?

Restaurant.

But I live on Ramen noodles. Food isn't my "thing." I actually hate eating. I find it a nuisance. It slows me down and makes me feel sluggish, even when I eat healthy. If I could take some kind of nutrient pill that provided everything my body needed, I'd do that in a heartbeat.

[SargeMaximus]

A huge plate of Steak Yakisoba

Was it the pre-packaged just-add-water nonsense noodles or did you get a decent plate/bowl from a restaurant?

Restaurant.

But I live on Ramen noodles. Food isn't my "thing." I actually hate eating. I find it a nuisance. It slows me down and makes me feel sluggish, even when I eat healthy. If I could take some kind of nutrient pill that provided everything my body needed, I'd do that in a heartbeat.

Holy shit man, ME TOO!! Lol.

That's why most of my calories and protein come from a shake.

[chaosvrgn]

Man, this must be what CatManizzle and Swisstizzle must feel like. This sub is BORING. Jeez. Compared to v2.3 and v2.4, which had insanely profound, noticeable effects on me the FIRST time I ran them.

I feel slightly bolder, but I also feel like I'm fat, ugly and undesirable. I've been eating like a damn pig. I've had a headache since starting, and just now, out of nowhere, I just rolled over and fell asleep for like an hour and a half. I had this crazy, crazy vivid dream while knocked out about banging Tijuana hookers.

I don't feel motivated. I don't feel good. I've felt bad about myself ever since that last week of v2.4. Now, it may be possible that v2.4 just hit some REALLY DEEP SHIT and it's somehow being processed. But... and I hate to be that guy, but I'm hoping something didn't "go wrong" with the program and it's making me feel this terrible. I was feeling AMAZING toward the end of v2.3. Now it feels like I've regressed back to my pre-AM6 habits!

I WANT A REFUND!

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Just playin'. I'm more interested in knowing wtf is going on here. Wtf I'm resisting, because this is either my body struggling to process the changes or I'm stonewalling the program.

I DID feel good while running the loops last night. I'm guessing that's P4 and the other anti-resistance tech.

Gonna keep pressing forward.

[SargeMaximus]

But... and I hate to be that guy, but I'm hoping something didn't "go wrong" with the program and it's making me feel this terrible. I was feeling AMAZING toward the end of v2.3. Now it feels like I've regressed back to my pre-AM6 habits!

I haven't done any versions besides 2.4, but I'm starting to think the same thing.

Imho, it has to do with what David DeAngelo (and don't get me wrong, I think he's nothing more than a clever businessman, but he did have ONE thing right, and that is this) called "the critical counter-intuitive".

I, personally, think that Shannon is going off what he THINKS should work, instead of what has been proven to work time and time again. Things that Dzemoo and Sickologist were testaments to over and over again.

I can't go into detail because it's not what people like to hear, but we have to get real here: do we want a program that works or do we want one that is politically correct?

Because I strongly believe it cannot be both.

[DisneylandUSA]

Man, this must be what CatManizzle and Swisstizzle must feel like. This sub is BORING. Jeez. Compared to v2.3 and v2.4, which had insanely profound, noticeable effects on me the FIRST time I ran them.

I feel slightly bolder, but I also feel like I'm fat, ugly and undesirable. I've been eating like a damn pig. I've had a headache since starting, and just now, out of nowhere, I just rolled over and fell asleep for like an hour and a half. I had this crazy, crazy vivid dream while knocked out about banging Tijuana hookers.

I don't feel motivated. I don't feel good. I've felt bad about myself ever since that last week of v2.4. Now, it may be possible that v2.4 just hit some REALLY DEEP SHIT and it's somehow being processed. But... and I hate to be that guy, but I'm hoping something didn't "go wrong" with the program and it's making me feel this terrible. I was feeling AMAZING toward the end of v2.3. Now it feels like I've regressed back to my pre-AM6 habits!

I WANT A REFUND!

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...
...

Just playin'. I'm more interested in knowing wtf is going on here. Wtf I'm resisting, because this is either my body struggling to process the changes or I'm stonewalling the program.

I DID feel good while running the loops last night. I'm guessing that's P4 and the other anti-resistance tech.

Gonna keep pressing forward.

Tijuana Hookers. You are Not 'fat, ugly and undesirable' ... at least, Not with those Tijuana Hookers.

[Shawn]

But... and I hate to be that guy, but I'm hoping something didn't "go wrong" with the program and it's making me feel this terrible. I was feeling AMAZING toward the end of v2.3. Now it feels like I've regressed back to my pre-AM6 habits!

I haven't done any versions besides 2.4, but I'm starting to think the same thing.

Imho, it has to do with what David DeAngelo (and don't get me wrong, I think he's nothing more than a clever businessman, but he did have ONE thing right, and that is this) called "the critical counter-intuitive".

I, personally, think that Shannon is going off what he THINKS should work, instead of what has been proven to work time and time again. Things that Dzemoo and Sickologist were testaments to over and over again.

I can't go into detail because it's not what people like to hear, but we have to get real here: do we want a program that works or do we want one that is politically correct?

Because I strongly believe it cannot be both.

So in this case should 2.5 work better, because there is no clearing inside, but looks like people resist. And at least AOS was working for Sick, which is one of the two scripts inside.