10-29-2019, 06:57 AM
Day 8 of Cycle 3 - Hybrid FLAC
It's tough to gauge what's going on. Thanks, Naturalizer!
I had one day this week where I didn't want to run my loops that night (Day 5, methinks), but I did it anyway.
My wife has thin skin these days, very much like the 2.x series. She's sensitive to my words, actions, and if I'm not giving her enough positive attention. Right now she's stuck on, "All I am is a paycheck to you." Undeserved commentary, and belief on her part. She also has said, "I know you don't like me," multiple times. That must be an insecurity of hers. I could come back with, "All I am is a glorified nanny, dishwasher, and lawn boy to you." But, I know that's not true. Must be that her perceived value of me has increased, and she's not feeling good enough? Anyway, I have been using words of affirmation to help out, but she continues to negate them and pout.
Had sex once, because I insisted. I think I already reported that. None since. I don't feel like workin' for it, anyway. Since I haven't had sex, the sexual energy buildup becomes intolerable enough to have to take care of it every few days - but no porn. So, no interest in porn (or very little), little interest in alcohol or coffee. Still drink diet soda like crazy, though.
When I see a woman I'm attracted to, I feel energy buzzing in the soles of my feet and through my shins. Hot flashes have minimized to a rare occurrence.
Respect hits are still happening regularly. I also catch women peeking at me, from the corner of their eye. None have made excuses to approach or open me, however.
Fear, in general, seems to be down (when I think about it). I deal with bouts of little interest or motivation to go out, exercise, or eat right - but these things seem to be turning around little by little.
For fun, I used a pendulum to dowse how many loops would be best for me, as well as days on and off. It confirmed 4 loops per day, but suggested 9 days consecutively on, and then 4 days off. Very close to Shannon's models. @Shannon let me know if you want me to make the chance into adding an extra day on the next cycle. Thankfully, it's only one variable.
We're only a month into this. Some past versions only tested for this long or less (AOSI, 2.x branch, 3.3.0), a few months (3.0.1), others for much much longer (3.1/3.2). 3.1 didn't start getting better for something like 3 months. Anyway, peeps, be a little more patient with this one and give it a chance to do whatever it's doing under-the-hood.
It's tough to gauge what's going on. Thanks, Naturalizer!
I had one day this week where I didn't want to run my loops that night (Day 5, methinks), but I did it anyway.My wife has thin skin these days, very much like the 2.x series. She's sensitive to my words, actions, and if I'm not giving her enough positive attention. Right now she's stuck on, "All I am is a paycheck to you." Undeserved commentary, and belief on her part. She also has said, "I know you don't like me," multiple times. That must be an insecurity of hers. I could come back with, "All I am is a glorified nanny, dishwasher, and lawn boy to you." But, I know that's not true. Must be that her perceived value of me has increased, and she's not feeling good enough? Anyway, I have been using words of affirmation to help out, but she continues to negate them and pout.
Had sex once, because I insisted. I think I already reported that. None since. I don't feel like workin' for it, anyway. Since I haven't had sex, the sexual energy buildup becomes intolerable enough to have to take care of it every few days - but no porn. So, no interest in porn (or very little), little interest in alcohol or coffee. Still drink diet soda like crazy, though.
When I see a woman I'm attracted to, I feel energy buzzing in the soles of my feet and through my shins. Hot flashes have minimized to a rare occurrence.
Respect hits are still happening regularly. I also catch women peeking at me, from the corner of their eye. None have made excuses to approach or open me, however.
Fear, in general, seems to be down (when I think about it). I deal with bouts of little interest or motivation to go out, exercise, or eat right - but these things seem to be turning around little by little.
For fun, I used a pendulum to dowse how many loops would be best for me, as well as days on and off. It confirmed 4 loops per day, but suggested 9 days consecutively on, and then 4 days off. Very close to Shannon's models. @Shannon let me know if you want me to make the chance into adding an extra day on the next cycle. Thankfully, it's only one variable.
We're only a month into this. Some past versions only tested for this long or less (AOSI, 2.x branch, 3.3.0), a few months (3.0.1), others for much much longer (3.1/3.2). 3.1 didn't start getting better for something like 3 months. Anyway, peeps, be a little more patient with this one and give it a chance to do whatever it's doing under-the-hood.
