04-19-2018, 12:45 AM
(04-15-2018, 02:30 AM)Travis Wrote: I’m more comfortable than ever (my whole life) in social situations now. It’s a dramatic improvement and easily makes DMSI worth the price I paid. I can’t picture an awkward situation involving other people that would make me ashamed or embarrassed. My brain short circuits in these situations and I immediately reframe things so that the other people are acting weird, not me.
I traveled by plane yesterday and passed out immediately for the entire flight. I hadn’t slept in 48 hours and don’t remember the plane taking off or landing. I sat next to a pretty girl in her 20’s and there was a brief moment where I woke up and she was rubbing on me. I was so out of it so I can’t really remember except that she was grinding the right side of her hip on my left side. It was definitely a long rub or grind and not just an accidental bump. She had the window seat, and so had plenty of room and didn’t need to do that. She stopped when I woke up and I’m wondering how much she was doing it because I was so unconscious.
Another time I woke up for a second and she gave me a really big and genuine smile. I’m not sure if this was before or after the grinding. Something changed though when we landed I tried getting some eye contact going and she looked sheepish and ashamed. She wouldn’t look at me but she was mirroring everything I did. For instance when I fiddled with my seatbelt she immediately fiddled with hers. When I looked out the window, she immediately did the same, etc. In the end I just said **** that noise and left.
Dude, I would be grossed out by that behavior, no matter how pretty the girl was. That's weird behavior, no matter she was ashamed. Red flag.
