10-29-2016, 06:24 PM
Oh! Forgot to mention. Earlier, I thought that I was getting less IOI's. Not true -- I'm simply not consciously noticing them anymore. They're becoming so regular that it's now a natural part of my reality. This must be the reality bending effect coming into play.
Went to the theater earlier to see "Birth of a Nation" (great movie, btw). Just remembered that the ticket clerk broke into the hugest smile, looked down and blushed as I ordered the ticket. It didn't even consciously register -- kinda. It's hard to explain. I remember looking at her, sensing her attraction and evaluating whether I wanted to flirt with her, but chose not to. I was actually chatting on the phone with my friend and we were in the midst of a deep convo. However, I remember feeling higher value than her and then, the weird "subconscious" evaluation.
This probably isn't making any sense. Let's just say that I seem to have some kind of new "sexual sense" where I can immediately scope out women that's attracted to me and those who aren't.
P.S. I caught my mother looking at my dick earlier. Fucking DMSI.
Went to the theater earlier to see "Birth of a Nation" (great movie, btw). Just remembered that the ticket clerk broke into the hugest smile, looked down and blushed as I ordered the ticket. It didn't even consciously register -- kinda. It's hard to explain. I remember looking at her, sensing her attraction and evaluating whether I wanted to flirt with her, but chose not to. I was actually chatting on the phone with my friend and we were in the midst of a deep convo. However, I remember feeling higher value than her and then, the weird "subconscious" evaluation.
This probably isn't making any sense. Let's just say that I seem to have some kind of new "sexual sense" where I can immediately scope out women that's attracted to me and those who aren't.
P.S. I caught my mother looking at my dick earlier. Fucking DMSI.
