02-26-2015, 07:48 PM
(This post was last modified: 02-26-2015, 08:40 PM by ben123456305.)
Day 8 2/28/15
Recently it seems like i'm naturally leaning towards self improvement. Its almost a subconscious urge and I naturally act it...most of the time.
-My attire have improved and my hygiene too.
-Fitness is doing well, Right now working on form so the weight is not as heavy as i used to do but i'm adding more weight to the bar.
-Academics are lagging because I cant find the motivation to finish homework and study.
-Now i'm leaning toward socializing in general. I have been stagnant in this area for a long time. I have the same group of friends and I haven't made time to meet new people. I'm really soft spoken and my projection is not great.
*edit*
-I dont know why but there's a hidden euphoria I feel when im reading about socializing. It feels empowering and exciting. It gives more of an incentive to do it.
- A memorable moment today: supervisor decided to change things up from routine and I absolutely failed at it. Everyone is blaming each other and I became reactive.I was blaming everyone while thinking i messed up pretty badly too. Later I was still heated but then in my mind I suddenly thought " It's not worth it to keep blaming people, Find the problems and fix it.". Instead of being reactive, I could have taken responsibly and admit that I messed up and started to think of ways to improve the supervisor's new routine.
Recently it seems like i'm naturally leaning towards self improvement. Its almost a subconscious urge and I naturally act it...most of the time.
-My attire have improved and my hygiene too.
-Fitness is doing well, Right now working on form so the weight is not as heavy as i used to do but i'm adding more weight to the bar.
-Academics are lagging because I cant find the motivation to finish homework and study.
-Now i'm leaning toward socializing in general. I have been stagnant in this area for a long time. I have the same group of friends and I haven't made time to meet new people. I'm really soft spoken and my projection is not great.
*edit*
-I dont know why but there's a hidden euphoria I feel when im reading about socializing. It feels empowering and exciting. It gives more of an incentive to do it.
- A memorable moment today: supervisor decided to change things up from routine and I absolutely failed at it. Everyone is blaming each other and I became reactive.I was blaming everyone while thinking i messed up pretty badly too. Later I was still heated but then in my mind I suddenly thought " It's not worth it to keep blaming people, Find the problems and fix it.". Instead of being reactive, I could have taken responsibly and admit that I messed up and started to think of ways to improve the supervisor's new routine.
