Ben12's Journey to tranformation

[SargeMaximus]

Day 11 1/22/15
There's something in my mind that is telling me it is not ok to find women to be physically attractive. I think I trouble accepting that I am only attracted to physical features of the woman.

I have something like that myself. I feel that I cannot just date women for sex and fun but have to either commit or abstain. For me, it's a religious programming from childhood.