Ben12's Journey to tranformation

[I am a self helper]

Day 26 12/27/14
-This entire month has been the longest time i have felt depression in recent memory. The resistance was building up and snowballing together until recently when it stopped. At its worst I felt and my mind thought the sub was ripping me apart layer by layer. The sub eventually hit the core and its filled with negative emotion and jealousy was the one I felt the most. Now I feel better and external events have less of an emotional impact to me and I feel happier in general.
-I never thought there was that much junk inside of me. Its funny to think how probably all my actions was controlled/affected by this core of jealousy.