11-08-2014, 02:58 PM
(This post was last modified: 11-08-2014, 02:59 PM by ben123456305.)
Update 11/8/14
My grades slipped considerably so I had to stop using ASC and use MLS+improve your grades and study habits. This however doesn't mean I lost my aggressiveness. I actually am becoming even more aggressive but i don't know why. For example, I feel mad everyday and started grunting and everything.
-Start viewing girls only as sex objects and to be experienced.
-Yesterday was the worst, Me and a coworker were playfully ordering each other around. I was the one that was actively escalating each encounter while keeping it somewhat playful.
-After work I was mad again telling myself "am i really going to be under the whim of others or am i going to do something about it". Later I vented about me not taking action with women and never taking action. my rant led to the topic of rejection and i started tearing up and my rant started losing steam.
-The work Kaizen or continuous improvement keeps popping up in my mind through out the day.
My grades slipped considerably so I had to stop using ASC and use MLS+improve your grades and study habits. This however doesn't mean I lost my aggressiveness. I actually am becoming even more aggressive but i don't know why. For example, I feel mad everyday and started grunting and everything.
-Start viewing girls only as sex objects and to be experienced.
-Yesterday was the worst, Me and a coworker were playfully ordering each other around. I was the one that was actively escalating each encounter while keeping it somewhat playful.
-After work I was mad again telling myself "am i really going to be under the whim of others or am i going to do something about it". Later I vented about me not taking action with women and never taking action. my rant led to the topic of rejection and i started tearing up and my rant started losing steam.
-The work Kaizen or continuous improvement keeps popping up in my mind through out the day.
