01-19-2018, 08:40 PM
Day 149
I will be using MLS until Ultimate Writer comes out which should be quite soon (that's a secret sub that's currently being worked on btw).
I never would have guessed that MLS would have opened up my IQ and EQ this much.
The EQ was there but the IQ was not fully exposed until this journey.
Was it easy? Not even remotely close to what i expected.
It would be insanity to explain how last year was for me. Going from DMSI, the crazy one, getting attacked by a number of occultists who hated my guts, and basically having my reputation smashed apart by a number of nasty enemies - suffice it to say that 2017 was the roughest year of my entire life.
I "thought" my IQ went from 145 to 155 from end of university to now. But it was always floating around 155 - 175.
There were always a lot of blocks and resistance from outside sources, and i had no idea it affected me that much.
The "evil eye" from enemies comes in as thought projections that we embody.
Have you ever known what someone was about to say before they said anything? This is us receiving their thought projection. No mind reading here. Just receiving a mental projection they had no idea they were throwing at us.
Think about how enemies think and express themselves. Cold, calculating, and projecting nasty thoughts. We know the thoughts. We feel them. Did you know it affected you THAT much?
Hell no...of course we never knew! You thought you were stupid because of what others projected onto you. It's a secret constraint of the 3-d world we live in. It's f^cking crazy!
Think about how brutal that is. You receive thoughts from others, and you don't even know it's from them. It's insanity, delusion (if you believe the illusion of those false thoughts), and even worse...your self image.
That was the ultimate realization from MLS. I didn't think it was that bad, but it was actually far worse than i expected.
Take a moment now to reflect on the thoughts and ideas that just don't feel like yours.
Perhaps it's from a parent, sibling, friend (or so you thought), neighbor or whatever.
This is a huuuge f*cking deal, so take some time with this. Take a walk outside and really feel into it. Those projections are everywhere, so understand that this might be quite a revelation once everything hits.
It might hurt, but it can seriously hurt to be lied to. To be deceived. Scammed out of your own self identity.
Reflect and see what you come up with.
That's all i have for now.
Ultimate Writer coming up next (hopefully).
I will be using MLS until Ultimate Writer comes out which should be quite soon (that's a secret sub that's currently being worked on btw).
I never would have guessed that MLS would have opened up my IQ and EQ this much.
The EQ was there but the IQ was not fully exposed until this journey.
Was it easy? Not even remotely close to what i expected.
It would be insanity to explain how last year was for me. Going from DMSI, the crazy one, getting attacked by a number of occultists who hated my guts, and basically having my reputation smashed apart by a number of nasty enemies - suffice it to say that 2017 was the roughest year of my entire life.
I "thought" my IQ went from 145 to 155 from end of university to now. But it was always floating around 155 - 175.
There were always a lot of blocks and resistance from outside sources, and i had no idea it affected me that much.
The "evil eye" from enemies comes in as thought projections that we embody.
Have you ever known what someone was about to say before they said anything? This is us receiving their thought projection. No mind reading here. Just receiving a mental projection they had no idea they were throwing at us.
Think about how enemies think and express themselves. Cold, calculating, and projecting nasty thoughts. We know the thoughts. We feel them. Did you know it affected you THAT much?
Hell no...of course we never knew! You thought you were stupid because of what others projected onto you. It's a secret constraint of the 3-d world we live in. It's f^cking crazy!
Think about how brutal that is. You receive thoughts from others, and you don't even know it's from them. It's insanity, delusion (if you believe the illusion of those false thoughts), and even worse...your self image.
That was the ultimate realization from MLS. I didn't think it was that bad, but it was actually far worse than i expected.
Take a moment now to reflect on the thoughts and ideas that just don't feel like yours.
Perhaps it's from a parent, sibling, friend (or so you thought), neighbor or whatever.
This is a huuuge f*cking deal, so take some time with this. Take a walk outside and really feel into it. Those projections are everywhere, so understand that this might be quite a revelation once everything hits.
It might hurt, but it can seriously hurt to be lied to. To be deceived. Scammed out of your own self identity.
Reflect and see what you come up with.
That's all i have for now.
Ultimate Writer coming up next (hopefully).
