09-11-2017, 04:30 PM
Day 39
I can detect h/c forcing some lifestyle shifts that will be interesting.
There are smaller annoyances too, and that’s part of h/c because it's a lesson in acceptance and is highly discomforting.
There were 3 instances over the past couple days of people committing mistakes against advice I gave them.
It sucks to see them at such a low point and know that I can’t do anything about it. This is to do with control and trying to change people when, realistically, I can only help guide them, not make their decisions for them.
These next two weeks should be significant in a few ways. Hopefully some major problems will be sorted out this week, and I’m hoping by week seven h/c should be 90+% complete.
But the shifts in the past two days have been…interesting. This week hopefully concludes my journey in dealing with the ‘crazy one’. As ncbeareatingman knows, dealing with that crazy bitch was no picnic. It was absolutely insane, but thankfully this month has been relatively quiet with her.
I’m guessing that days 45 – 56 will be the h/c concluding period. Or at least I hope to hell it is lol
Over the past day I’ve had this major feeling of inadequacy pick up which really made me feel like crap. This revolves around the feeling of doubt again, and feels like resistance to the success and EIP programming.
I do still feel that once the veil lifts and I’ve broken past resistance that I’ll be a damned wrecking ball for my industry. I already feel greatly motivated to master myself and my industry. It’s hard to imagine how things will be later when I fully blossom.
I can detect h/c forcing some lifestyle shifts that will be interesting.
There are smaller annoyances too, and that’s part of h/c because it's a lesson in acceptance and is highly discomforting.
There were 3 instances over the past couple days of people committing mistakes against advice I gave them.
It sucks to see them at such a low point and know that I can’t do anything about it. This is to do with control and trying to change people when, realistically, I can only help guide them, not make their decisions for them.
These next two weeks should be significant in a few ways. Hopefully some major problems will be sorted out this week, and I’m hoping by week seven h/c should be 90+% complete.
But the shifts in the past two days have been…interesting. This week hopefully concludes my journey in dealing with the ‘crazy one’. As ncbeareatingman knows, dealing with that crazy bitch was no picnic. It was absolutely insane, but thankfully this month has been relatively quiet with her.
I’m guessing that days 45 – 56 will be the h/c concluding period. Or at least I hope to hell it is lol
Over the past day I’ve had this major feeling of inadequacy pick up which really made me feel like crap. This revolves around the feeling of doubt again, and feels like resistance to the success and EIP programming.
I do still feel that once the veil lifts and I’ve broken past resistance that I’ll be a damned wrecking ball for my industry. I already feel greatly motivated to master myself and my industry. It’s hard to imagine how things will be later when I fully blossom.
