Day 22
- 1. Heal, clear and regenerate your mind and emotions in the ways that lead to achieving the goals of the program.
H/c is now in greater effect. This might last 2 – 3 weeks at the very least as I go through emotional crap, and various ideas/ things that prevent my brain from properly expanding.
From what I have detected so far, there is deep pain related to past failure, not doing so well early on in school (I flourished in high school), and feelings of inadequacy from various parts of my life.
Can’t wait for this shit to be over with, because it seriously sucks.
On a positive note, I can’t believe next week marks my first month on MLS. Like wtf? It’s been that long? Horey sheet lol I’m literally shocked that the first month is damn near completed.
I can’t be sure, but maybe there is a module to help speed up perception of time so that h/c doesn’t feel like it takes as long? I remember May on 3.1A took fuckin forever. June being even worse.
The only somewhat smooth month was July when 3.1B was kicking into full gear.
As other members have mentioned, the h/c part definitely sucks, but as we already know it’s crucial to moving forward. Here’s to me hiding myself away until all this shit passes lol
- 1. Heal, clear and regenerate your mind and emotions in the ways that lead to achieving the goals of the program.
H/c is now in greater effect. This might last 2 – 3 weeks at the very least as I go through emotional crap, and various ideas/ things that prevent my brain from properly expanding.
From what I have detected so far, there is deep pain related to past failure, not doing so well early on in school (I flourished in high school), and feelings of inadequacy from various parts of my life.
Can’t wait for this shit to be over with, because it seriously sucks.
On a positive note, I can’t believe next week marks my first month on MLS. Like wtf? It’s been that long? Horey sheet lol I’m literally shocked that the first month is damn near completed.
I can’t be sure, but maybe there is a module to help speed up perception of time so that h/c doesn’t feel like it takes as long? I remember May on 3.1A took fuckin forever. June being even worse.
The only somewhat smooth month was July when 3.1B was kicking into full gear.
As other members have mentioned, the h/c part definitely sucks, but as we already know it’s crucial to moving forward. Here’s to me hiding myself away until all this shit passes lol
