Day 10
I can feel the programming dialing in even when im not listening. My brain is literally shifting and changing at all times.
As previously stated, one of my biz friends has noted that my writing is sharper and more succinct. She personally doesn’t like it because she enjoyed my writing before, but eh. It’s give and take, and I’ve asked the universe for writing skills that take me to the next level. I’m pretty sure this is the first step.
I can also feel the healing/ clearing actively working now, and it’s slowly ramping up.
It caused a clear argument with my mom about my diet. I eat better and cleaner than most of my family combined.
I’m simply far more conscious of what I eat, but because I’ve only been around her for desserts and sweet drinks, she thought that was all I ate.
Huh?? Obviously that’s not my WHOLE diet…are you kidding me? But I know that is the healing sorting out my relationship with her. You can tell it’s the clearing when even the most mundane topics become an argument LOL
I also found out WHY the “crazy one” is in my life, and it’s for a far deeper reason than I imagined. This is not trivial. Everything she does pisses me off, and now I get it all now. She has found every way to mess with me that really gets under my skin. Until I smack her down, she ain’t letting up.
Going into September, I can see now why that is my blossoming period.
The new biz is going to quicken in development (it’s been slow as hell since July – just grinding and tedious affair) but it’s all going to change soon.
Once the true brain power hits…oh boy.
I recall long ago back in my last year of high school, using a few nootropic pills a friend gave me. Nothing illegal, but the brand was BrainQuicken and it worked well for me.
I had perfect days each day I took a few caps of BQ and my body and brain were in full synchronicity.
At one point I could even feel the blood in my brain circulating in perfect sympathy. My breathing allowed me to workout harder. My thinking was razor sharp, and memory was crazy good.
It was quite alarming how good those days were on BQ, but I think I might be coming back to those days of damn near perfect mental clarity.
It’s likely months away, but holy shit…I never thought I’d recapture that feeling without some other noot stack. Using BQ it was always very temporary, but with MLS…I don’t know. This shit feels long term, and I’m excited about that.
I can feel the programming dialing in even when im not listening. My brain is literally shifting and changing at all times.
As previously stated, one of my biz friends has noted that my writing is sharper and more succinct. She personally doesn’t like it because she enjoyed my writing before, but eh. It’s give and take, and I’ve asked the universe for writing skills that take me to the next level. I’m pretty sure this is the first step.
I can also feel the healing/ clearing actively working now, and it’s slowly ramping up.
It caused a clear argument with my mom about my diet. I eat better and cleaner than most of my family combined.
I’m simply far more conscious of what I eat, but because I’ve only been around her for desserts and sweet drinks, she thought that was all I ate.
Huh?? Obviously that’s not my WHOLE diet…are you kidding me? But I know that is the healing sorting out my relationship with her. You can tell it’s the clearing when even the most mundane topics become an argument LOL
I also found out WHY the “crazy one” is in my life, and it’s for a far deeper reason than I imagined. This is not trivial. Everything she does pisses me off, and now I get it all now. She has found every way to mess with me that really gets under my skin. Until I smack her down, she ain’t letting up.
Going into September, I can see now why that is my blossoming period.
The new biz is going to quicken in development (it’s been slow as hell since July – just grinding and tedious affair) but it’s all going to change soon.
Once the true brain power hits…oh boy.
I recall long ago back in my last year of high school, using a few nootropic pills a friend gave me. Nothing illegal, but the brand was BrainQuicken and it worked well for me.
I had perfect days each day I took a few caps of BQ and my body and brain were in full synchronicity.
At one point I could even feel the blood in my brain circulating in perfect sympathy. My breathing allowed me to workout harder. My thinking was razor sharp, and memory was crazy good.
It was quite alarming how good those days were on BQ, but I think I might be coming back to those days of damn near perfect mental clarity.
It’s likely months away, but holy shit…I never thought I’d recapture that feeling without some other noot stack. Using BQ it was always very temporary, but with MLS…I don’t know. This shit feels long term, and I’m excited about that.
